HELP: My last chance with true love in Germany

So this may sound crazy, but here it goes.
About 5 years ago, an amazing man walked into my friends house. He was an exchange student from Germany, with dreds and beautiful eyes. When our eyes meet, lets just say it was like the movies. When we touched, sparks, passion, love....
This is true love that has not faded since we first meet. However, our lives went on, mistakes made, saddness, other lovers and a daughter, and the ocean between us, has kept us apart. To make a long story short, I wasn't ready to admitt that all my dreams had come true when he came into my life, but I am ready now, I am older, more secure, and most of all in love. This may be more information than I should perhaps share to strangers, but I need help, and maybe understanding will make it easier. He has said that this is the last time we can try to be together. Our times have been hard and strange. The only thing that will show that I am ready to spend the rest of my life with him, is for me to show up in Berlin. So that's what I plan to do. He said that I had to come, if I wanted to be with him. Would there be anyone willing to help me, airport, finding him (I have his address), I even have a romantic setup. Most people here seem to be so nice, so I thought I would take a chance, maybe someone out here knows what it's like searching for that person that completes you. Help, advice, anything is welcomed. I plan on coming June 28 or 29 and leaving on July 2. I don't speak German, I have been there once. I am spending everything I have on the $1000 plane ticket.
A little about me maybe,
I am a 24 year old single mom. I live in TN. My daughter is 20 months old.

 

If I was you I wouldn't come... If he really loved you he'd come to you or at least pay your ticket. If you really want to fly to Germany, post this thread in the German forum, I think we have some people from Berlin there.