A little confusing but basically your husband's brother might have possibly given you drugs without your consent and then spent a lot of effort trying to seduce you? Sounds like the problem isn't so much with you as with him . . .
i think you were just really high...seriously...and why is this in the LSD forums? it is very easy to frame situations in your head when you have expectations of the situations already formed. and when you are high, the paranoia kicks that to another level. i can't tell you how many times i've thought someone said something when i was high and what was actually said was nothing near similar. auditory hallucinations are quite common. don't worry about it. think about why you have such an intense reaction to this dude, but be very skeptical that he is trying to seduce you...that accusation would not only be detrimental to him but for you as well - especially if you've been repressing emotions
leaving one cousin to fucklive with another cousin is a shitty move unless you are teens and not very mature....you are not a teen....now you are trying to blame the dope for your asinine move and blaming others......dont fuck around with family members.....you should pray your husband wont throw you the fuck out....my god....you were ready to throw your husband under the bus for your selfish little crush on a dude that didnt feel the same way....tsk tsk you are all over the place on the op....and you definitely did something wrong