my name is Tim, I am new to this subject and forums. I want to experience mushrooms, but I don’t know anyone to personally talk to. Just finished listening to Joe Rogan with Paul Stamets podcast. Very interesting. I have heard that psilocybin is in the testing phase of treatment for depression, anxiety and alcoholism. I suffer from all three. I called a study in NYC to participate, only to find out I didn’t qualify because I was not an active drinker. Last year at this time I was in rehab.....and have been sober since, but am having a lot of depression and anger issues since getting out of rehab. Some months I am fine then I have several weeks of anger, so it’s up and down. I am not a mean person but am so disillusioned with day to day life I have quit caring about anyone other than my wife and daughters. I hate living like this. I am hoping to have a spiritual experience that will reset my mind to the person I was long ago. My problem is I don’t know anyone to procure the mushrooms and more important, someone to be a trip sitter that has experience to help me on first trip. Any advise would be much appreciated.
