Hello.

Hello. I've been taking a lot of lsd the past 2 years and i feel like i can't control my thoughts anymore. i've been using other drugs also(opium, mdma, ketamin, some speed) and now i quit. I just smoke a little of weed. feel like i sholdn't even do that. I've become really paranoic. but i know it's paranoia and i manage to laugh about it once in a while. I've had 5 bad trips the last 6 months. Liquid.. minimum a coupple of drops, maybe more. i get that feeling too often now also when i don't take anything. i wake up and my day is like a bad trip that i have to fight with. this is really killing me. it's so heavy. i'm kind of tired. some of you have some suggestions? maybe had the same problem?

cheers

 

feel like the lsd infection that someone is talking about on the forum... but i ain't happy with it, or maybe with me. it's just that i've kind of lost control.

 

you probably don't have much of a functioning brain anymore haha

 

dude i'm not stupid or insane. just stupid strange paranoia. but it won't quit!

 

its that ketamine and speed

 

send all your lsd to me.

but seriously, lay off tripping for awhile.

 

Yea ketamine and speed fuck with you. Opiates aren't that great either. You need to chill. Get sober atleast for a few days, let your mind reset itself, balance itself out.

Then after your tolerance has gone down, and you've chilled enough, then take a good amount of lsd and have experience the render all other drug experiences obsolete.

Realize the only way to experience this is if you are a responsible user, you got to give time in between to integrate. Then you go for a trip it should be an epic experience, like once a month or something.

 

speed, that shit will make you psychotic way beyond lsd

 

I don't think any drugs, including weed, will be productive again for a long time. Take a long break. Things will get better.

 

Alot of pot man, will get you right on to the other side.

 

guys.. i've been an acid head for 2 or 3 years. all the other drugs was only random. i know lsd is not fuckin extacy. it was not for recreational purpose neither.

i've had this thing(paranoia?) for a year now. find out that the best solution is just to stay away from everything for a while. just relax. i've played to much with my limits and here is the result.

 

you ever met an old acid head? someone who took too much for too long? that shit's not cool, man.

 

damn gorilla why do you hate me?

always posting lame stuff

yes i know some old acid heads. uff

 

i hate it when people tell you to quit taking L, haha its like the best drug ever and people are telling you not to take it, and its a fucking LSD forum, i mean people actually took their time to find a forum about LSD, make a username, log on everyday to talk about it, and the only advice they can give when someone has a few bad trips is to stop taking lsd...

 

we all know it's the best drug. but seriously, cause of my condition i really think not taking lsd for a while is the best advice. what do you suggest? and 6 psychoti crises in a small period are not only a few bad trips man

 

i don't hate you.

you said you've been taking a lot of lsd over the past two years and now you're having trouble controlling your thoughts. that to me sounds crazy. who has trouble controlling their thoughts? you're losing your mind and it may be irreversible. you say the bad trips are killing you. i'm not going to come out and say that you should stop because its obvious that you should, i'm just going to be a sarcastic d-bag until you stop whining or i find something better to do.

 

Increase dose, change setting. Has worked very very well for me.

 

I got to that bad place and stopped taking acid for more than 35 years except once with my Mom when she was dying from cancer. I changed my life and started on a path of service (based on the acid vision that we really are all One) and that sustained and enriched me through the years. In the past year or so, mushrooms, cactus, RCs.

I always thought I would want to use acid in my final days, but part-way through a recent 10 day hospitalization with some question about survival and other life-threatening issues I realized I don't need to drop again. Far out. However, it's nice about 4AcO ...

So, brother, take care of yourself.

To everything there is a season,
a time for every purpose under the sun.
a time to be born and a time to die;
a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill and a time to heal ...
a time to weep and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn and a time to dance ...
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to lose and a time to seek;
a time to rend and a time to sew;
a time to keep silent and a time to speak;
a time to love and a time to hate;
a time for war and a time for peace.

 

Honestly i don't know too many human beings who CAN control their thoughts, if any at all. You're telling me that to be sane is to be in conscious control over which thoughts you have and which you don't? This is just my opinion but i find it meaningless to mess around with your thoughts in any way. It's just mental noise trying to solve itself.

All i'm saying is that i don't decide to have a specific thought in my head at any point in time.

 

give up pot. if your getting paranoid as you say, pot is likely just going to reinforce these patterns of thought. it could even very well be your catalyst. can i ask, how often are you stoned?