Just rejoined site. Got myself bussy. Me @ my better half just had our first baby. And things are not go'in well. Baby is vary sick. He was 3 monthes early.He has vary bad brain damage. I'm a beleiver in everything has a reason.I wonder what the reason for this is? He is my little angel.Our love is stronger for him.I have 3 other children.My youngest be'in 21yrs. old/ oldest be'in 27yrs. old. Please say a prayer or just a vary strong thought in his directoin. I'm not a religuos person myself. I do beleive as I said that we all have some purpose. Swim here needs to dose himself soon to help himself find a reason or atleast see a door to open to give my little guy courage. This is vary hard.
probably the hardest thing you will ever endure in your life... I'm very sorry about your troubles and my heart and thoughts go out to you, the misses, and the little guy g'bless yez
I'm new here; but heart goes out to you. I'm a nurse working in homecare. Your little baby will give you the stronger heart you must have to encompass him. If he survives to come home, if you are able to bring him home, he will bring greater compassion for all into your hearts; and the strength to deal with his needs. I'm not religious (or Buddhist, among belief systems...) but believe prayer is the same as strong desire. I pray your heart and mind are whole and strong in any decisions you may have to make over the next months. lw
update. jasper is home! he is a angel! poor little guy has alot of brain trouble. he is doing things they thought he would not beable to.he is my little angel. please good thoughts for "jazzie"
