i've taken it twice so far, both times just last week. the first time felt amazing, i just felt very relaxed and chill. at the same time, i was able to breathe and think so clearly. it also allowed my boyfriend and i to bond in a way we never did before. a few days later, we took it again but with his close friend. we all just talked about really personal things we struggle(d) with and i think it brought us closer. anyways, it's almost been a week since and i feel like those feelings of relaxation and contentment are lingering, but faintly. it's also as if mdma broke down some sort of subconscious barrier id put up after having gone through so much in the past couple years. ive been finding that i'm not as shy and that i feel more comfortable with socializing.
You should wait longer in between times doing it. And no it didnt change me just made me more broke..
I wouldn't say it changed my life in the way that other drugs, mainly LSD, have. I have had some really amazing experiences with it that I wouldn't trade for anything. The conversations that take place while on MDMA are often something very special.
Absolutely, I've became open to new music ten fold, developed friendships with people I would have never otherwise, became more motivated and more open. I have spent a lot of money on it and raves tho, still many of those experiences are irreplacable and just as meaningful to me as any other drug experiences I've had. Spread your dosings out.
MDMA has definitely changed me as a person. It has helped me center myself and shown me how much joy and contentment exists within my mind, and MDMA helped me discover the thought patterns that will help bring about that kind of joy. Like everyone else said, space out your sessions a bit more. This may be a bit excessive, but i like to wait at least a month just to ensure that i don't damage my dome
forme,being a shy and akward young bloke first few times i tried it,the real surprise was how, on MD,people all seemed to be the same,they all had the same insecurities and worries,fears etc, they all wanted the same thing.this all came out,even with between complete strangers. it was a total revelation, and i think,made me a lot happier and more confident, knowing that underneath whatever mask people tend to present to the world, even the most confident person is no more secure than yourself.
Yes it has. MDMA opened me up and helped me to be less of a shy person, and introduced me to some awesome people. The only problem is it makes you too open sometimes. I have said things rolling I later regret. Like wow that was personal I wish I didn't say that. But I think that has happened to all of us. You just feel so good you don't have the little voice that says "keep that private". That's why I think it's best to do it with friends, not strangers whom you think are your friends while rolling. As an example there was a guy who confessed to a murder while rolling. You just don't think.
ive definitely had some unbelievable times rolling, but it hasnt really changed my life... besides getting me arrested twice, that sucked. The first few times are definitely the best though, I dont take it that much anymore but when I do its usually just a couple key bumps before going out to the bar or a party. Even eating like a gram throughout the night isnt the same anymore compared to just a couple points back in the day
You would do an entire gram of mdma in one night? Isnt that 1000 mgs? Or have i been away from the ecstasy scene to long and have forgotten something?
MDMA has changed my life profoundly. It has always had a very special and personal role that would be hard to convey. I tried it at a very young age, and somehow was able to be responsible. I cannot describe the utter beauty. The feelings of ecstasy and happiness lingered for a very long time. So heart opening.
My experience turns out bad for me. I did X on last new year party with my wife. We went home and she was horny, but I just can't get it up and she was upset. She told me, she was using X with his last boyfriend before we met (in 2006). And they always have sex after it (he didn't have the problem of ED after X), and she cum so great that she was addicted to it. She broke up with him after she found him cheated on her one day when she didn't go to a rave party with him, and he went out with another girl. I browsed the internet and found that ED was common after X, so I prepared cialis. The second time we roll, after the comedown we tried sex again, but she just can't cum. We did it for 2 hours before we quit because we were both tired, and she was upset. Later she told me, with her last boyfriend she can cum easily, not more that half hour of sex and she will cum. Is it me or something else?
the high is great, but all the come downs just werent worth it after awhile. I have no desire to do it again. As long as you can make her come while yall are sober, you shouldnt worry.
Well, I can make her come while sober. But what she said really hurt me (or maybe it is just my ego). It change me that I never asked her for sex anymore. And sometimes I just can't cum having sex with her sober. We also tried a few times, I even tried giving her more X (half a pill) before we had sex, it did nothing. I'm just curious, is there something that her last boyfriend did that I didn't do or even she didn't know? She also said that when she and her last boyfriend had sex after rolling, she did cum so hard that she scream. She never scream when sober, just some grunt. It just weight heavily on my mind. Or maybe I just need to see a pscychiatrist.
My mother passed away in Oct. of 2011. A friend took me too my first rave to get me out of the house. I too finally could breathe lightly. My mind was not clouded but at ease. As I am not all that social either, I've met tons of ppl who I would otherwise judge or look past and forever has given me experiences I won't forget.
