Does open relationships make you feel guilty ? myself and wife we lead a committed open marriage…been doing but for number of years … with my gay lover …he is very loyal to me and we would do things together as mmm etc , he is not interested in chasing guys …in my case I told him as much I love him…I want the open relationship he agreed, no issues, we share everything…but me seeing multiple guys in week or having 3-4 sessions in week . There is thought of guilt creeped in ..am I doing the right thing, he is ok to play with me and being loyal ..are my thoughts normal … I want to include him more into my other encounters if that possible… I am developing deeper feeling for him …
I felt guilty the first time I took advantage of our open marriage and right up to the moment when me and the woman got naked and started cuddling before things got seriously heated. I mitigated the guilt I felt because I now saw no reason to feel guilty about doing something that I had my wife's permission to do. I've never felt guilty about having sex with someone since, uh, not only did I want to do it, but they wanted to do it, too. Bye-bye, guilt; go fuck with someone else.
As gay lover ….of all things I appreciate and love about my sexy Latino lover …he never complains, he leads our relationship with gratitude. Although I spend once or twice week with him and sleep over once a week..,he never says anything about me having fun on the side ….
