Grumble Grumble and one more Grumble.

peanuts: I been better and worse.
Cap'n, I think you need to listen to crystal, just sit back and see, dont over devote yourself, but thats no reeason not to continue to share with your boyfriend. he will admit he loves you or he will prove to be mr. wrong. as lame as it is, that is life.

 

Thanks Trish, and I definitely didn't take what you said in a negative way.

Yeah, sitting back and watching is my plan. It's funny because he actually broke up with me because he felt guilty about not loving me and thought I deserved better or at least that's what he said when he was drunk the other night Really though, he is the one that seems more bothered by the fact than I do.

We've been going out for 6 months now Peanuts. See, not that long eh?

 

I still don't see why bedlam thinks I don't love myself at all though....

To love myself do I have to not care about someone and just leave them at the first sign of trouble?

 

I am still single....