Yay, finally high tonight guys. I haven't been smoking a lot for a few days because I've been trying to work off these nasty panic attacks I've been having. Pot's being mean to me right now... I think that just means I need to be doing more activism! But, I'm doing pretty well right now. Just finished my first bowl and about to pack up a new one! Also sitting watching this little film http://blip.tv/file/1356143?filename=Zebb-TheUnionTheBusinessBehindGettingHigh804.flv It's motivated me to light up... oh how I miss the happy highs!
SOrry to hear about your panic attacks....i get them to. That film looks good thinking about watching. Have a fun night getting high ill join you soon..lol.
Ha, ive been out of the game for 3 1/2 months due to panic attacks, took my first toke in like 2 months today and didnt panic, woot. yea, panic attacks suck definatly when you have HPPD aswell. shit starts changing colour.
I've been thinking way too much lately, not really doing anything but thinking. And at times it's like I feel like I'm dying, or that everything is just a figment of my imagination. I get really scared and try to come out of it but then I just keep going back into it. Thats been going on for a few weeks and I finally fought my way though it and kicked it. But, that was only a few days ago so I'm still worried I may fall back into it.
good those are the worst.quick for like a year and a half up until late summer.now its not a problem.
My thought is panic attacks are a mental state. Really just relax, expect to be in an altered state. But good to here your feeling nice
I can always control the paniky feelings i get... I just remind myself that im high and that is the reason and i am paraniod and then i just stop noticing the little things that were making me peak out... Although you can really only do that unless your a pretty experienced smoker and have dealt with it before
