today was bad at first i had to go on this hike for school and i never talk to anyone or do anything im like that weird quit kid in the back ahah and i was tierd cause of the hike, and raining a littile but it was like 60 so it was weird cause normaly its like 30 this time of year maybe 40s, then i was hanging out with people down at the bottom of the hill on the road my school is on, after i got back to school, and i got this weird vibe all the time i felt like it was a good time, but i didnt feel happy, it should have been fun but it realy wasnt, it was weird,i went home and for some odd reason i took a walk in the woods cause usly im happy sitting in the wood, then i played guitar and i still feel weird, im feeling a littile happy now cause im high and eating an italian combo grinder, over all today was just realy realy weird
I may have skimmed it, but was weed mentioned? and no, I dont got Hoffa. you'll have to look elsewhere
had my 16th last night here and it was pretty dope. Then as like the last 4 ppl left this morning i was like, "ah, that was fun" but now have been sitting around not doing that much and its been that wierd feeling where its just boring and not much to do. But right now im expecting a call back so i can go pick up an 1/8. Then ill probably paint something.
it was weird like all this good stuff happend which should have made me happy but didnt it was realy hot out like 65 which is so nice, i got to go hiking which i love but i didnt realy like it, i got to hang out and talk to this girl i like for like 45 minutes after school and that didnt make me happy which it usly makes my day, i hung out with some other kids which is usly fun but wasnt, i sat in the woods but that wasnt that great, i watched brazil which ive been dieing to see, i talked to my firend the first time in 2 weeks cause he has been working so much, i talked to my other firend who i didnt get to talk to last weekend, i smoked a fat bowl and ate an awesome sandwhich, the day should have been great but it just wasnt
um what in the hell hell is that suppose to mean im not crying over my lost girlfirend and slitting my rists, i just had a realy weird day i wasnt depressed just had this odd vibe like when you can smell a thunder storm in the air.
well I don't know.... bein around a girl I like would make me happy.. and if I wasn't happy i'd think somethin was wrong
im not just talking about the girl im talking about human and mental interaction with the world around you and the way you react to it and the way it reacts to you nad how weird it is at times
