Haven't since 1978. I am just EXTREMELY stressed out now and I cannot relax on my own and don't want to be a drunk. My 25 year old daughter smokes. Can;t believe I did this, but I called her up tonight and asked her if she would like to share her smoke with me and get high together. She's all for it.
I don't see the harm in smoking, probably just exercise moderation. I didn't smoke for a very long time and kind of missed it but now realize I can only do so occasionally as a relaxing mechanism before bed.
weed is fine. especially if you're already in old age. IMO you accomplished life already, don't turn into a boozer like you said. some relax relax. you already started but I would have shared it's going to be a lot more potent weed than you might have remembered? start small doses, as to prolong the enjoyment. One thing I hate about weed is my tolerance grows so quick. half a summer of smoking some shitty ass weed everyday for about a month and a half at best. I regret it.
to be fair, if you've been on hipforums all night it's probably competing against "i've decided to cheat on my wife with her mom" and "i've decided to have anal with my sister."