heres my plan. i ask my parents not to disturb me for 3 days. i will lock myself in my room, and unplug all electronics (my music and my clock) and sit on my futon. no food, no water, no sleep, just meditation. sooner or later, i'll start hallucinating, right (for insight and all sorts of whatnot, not just to see stuff thats not there.. if i wanted that, i could just drink robotussin or something retarded like that)? i've been kinda detatched from the world, and a bit confused on everything, and im figuring, as long as i dont die from dehydration, it will help me sort things out and find myself and whatnot. any advice or input?