So to start off my lovely day I had to have a meeting with my school and all my teachers about how I'm in danger of not graduating highschool. They were lecturing me for an hour straight how I was the smartest kid they had ever met and that it was such a shame I was in danger of not graduating. They were like if you put the least bit of effort in you could pass with 90's, saying it over and over again for an hour, it got to the point where I said "I'm done with this" and walked out. Before I walked out I got even better news that New Paltz (the college I want to go to) would not accept me if I did not pass my math regents, which is the only class I would still struggle with even if I tried. Then I had tryouts for the tennis team, and ended up getting really dehydrated to the point I threw up and had to forfeit my tryout match. It's my 4th day without smoking weed (trying to quit) and all I wanted to do was smoke a nice blunt all day, but I resisted. URGHHH
