Im super pissed. I planed to get drunk tonight, but shit didn't work out. I had my hopes up so high. DAMN!
Maybe you need to wait a few more. 'Till you don't really care at all. I'm not trying to tell you what to do or what I'd do, just giving advice.
I've heard that suicide is a great rush... perhaps you should try it, Cory. Who knows? It might be fun.
Where do kids your age hang out on Fridays? You can probably find someone who is getting drunk or you can make out with.