~my latest pathetic attempt at writing something. my head's so clouded right now, so much shit going on, that i can't even think straight, let alone get shit down. so yeah, this kinda sucks.~ the process of losing my mind, is not so slow gerk fizzbr thbbth tid raow!!! meenkshaw poot dey boh. slowly freezing out my best kept thoughts, to quickly gain this increasingly worse drought a cramp takes hold, and i'm pulled in and down so damn constipated, my thoughts run dry forcing out a line, that doesn't quite seem to really get the point across, anyway. ugggggggh, i want this to stop. my mind is swimming in a pool of long lasting intolerance, and a head that won't ever let go.. a last pathetic attempt, to throw together words worth half of what i feel, but i no longer go well, in a rainy day cloud of regret. no longer my fuel.
boy oh boy, do I know how you feel.... *hugs* you know i wish i could help. [also, sorry i didnt get a chance to talk to you today...i miss you ]
