i am fed up!.... i need to find the right kind of folks (guys) when it comes to sex. and my probleme now is that i am in the wrong environment, people are too damn straigth and normal and in white clothes and boring. should i forget their absolut boring life and mind, and peel off their clothes and style?.... even then i would not be able to have sex with one of them! (even now, i mean, it's been a while, and i start to get....) their whole person is just stinking for me, i know, i should be openminded, but when it comes to sex i CANT do it with a boring normal straight person, i know many who just go for the body, or if the person is hot etc.... i cant. i need somebody with a similar vibe as mine!.....
most people play normal til they know someoen well enough to expose their weirder/kinkier/stranger/whatever-er side to them. you cant expect someone to volunteer their deepest darkets desires on the spot
