if you dont prove yourself otherwise i will assume that you are a dumb ass im sick and tired of being nice .. being nice fucking sucks- im always nice and it does NOTHING the assholes get everything, everywhere well, fuck you i live by "treat others as you want to be treated"- i make mistakes (doh) and i try to apologize for them. but im done. im fucking DONE being nice. it just leaves you fucking screwed. this world sucks but its how it works.
I get off to Sleeping without a lil help from my Friends. I'm not sure most of the assholes have this Ability...*s*
well, once again..we all know im fucked up and ive been trying to repair things WHETHER THEY ARE MY FAULT OR NOT but for a member to say my best friend for 10 years and 3 of those KILLED himself (which he did)- because of me. and that "i dont blame him.. would have too, if i had to deal wit you" and to say that when i was beated by a guy that he "should have not just beat me but killed me" fuck this shit! i am not perfect but i try to be nice all the time and im sorry but its getting to me and i DONT deserve those things (no one does) and you know who you are.. its' not fucking funny.
What Juggz said was wrong, but why let it bother you? Juggz isn't a significant person in your life, is he?
no, matt...and im getting over it.. but when he said those things to me.. hit my most personal areas (and not in a good way, haha.. haha haha yeah) um yeah, it HURT and i am sorry... i have been trying not to let people on here hurt me but that is too much for me.. but i am okay. i will be and ill forget it in a couple of days. it just hurt. i cant understand though.. ive hated people. ive been hurt. i would NEVER say those things. never. to anyone. i dont care if you killed my mom. i dunno.... im dumb.....