Im in my early 20s and im a hedonistic bisexual. Im basically straight in every way. I have no romantic feelings towards guys at all. But I like to give head and sometimes get fcked by guys. I like the feeling of being submissive and being used by a guy. I only like guys who are masculine. anyaway, I have a I female friend that hangs at the local glbt spits and hooks me up with guys for nsa sex. So recently I went to a party with her. I got very very drunk and was gonna leave with a guy I was talking to. One of the guys friends tried talking to me earlier but I was already making plans with the first guy. So eventually I went up stairs to get my coat, still very drunk. And the friend of this guy came in n started saying he wants to fck me. I say im leaving with the othrr guy but he wont let me out of the room. He keeps saying he wants to fck. Finally I give in and say ill blow him so he'll shut up. Im sucking his dick for a few mins and he starts taking my clothes off. Im too hammered so I grt undressed. He pulls out some lube and puts it on his cock and tells me to lay down and guides me roughly face down on the bed, stradles me from behind and sticks his dick in me. I tell him to stop and try to get up but im really drunk so hes able to hold me down and fuck me. I struggle for a few mins untill I give up and let him do what he wants. Hes got my arms crossed behind my back, holding my wrists while he screws me for about 15 mins. Not pn y that but he blew his load in me. When he wad done, he got up, got dressed and left, leaving me sore and humilliated. After it was over I was extremely turned on. The next dat, he mustve got my number and txted me and askef me to meet up this weekend. Im so turned on by being degraded that im probably going to have sex with him again, consensually this time. Is this wierd or does anyone else ever feel this way?
I think nothing is really weird when it comes to sex, although you will probably get many comments that say otherwise. What matters the most is how you feel about it. You've already said you like to be submissive in sex (I understand that, I do too), and it sounds like this guy gave you that. You were drunk and he might have taken advantage of that fact, but you are old enough to know what you are doing and to take responsibility for your own actions. If you remembered the details of all of this and got very turned on by them, then you probably were not as drunk as your probably thought. Bottom line... do you want to see this guy again and have another night like this one again? And does it really matter if anyone else thinks it's weird?
Thanks for tthe reply. Im just trying to guage how rare or common my feelings are. I dont hear many people describe a sexual orientation like mine where im basically straight, am not submissive when having sex with women, have no romantic feelings or atraction to guys at all, but still are turned on by sittuatons such as the one I wad in that I described here. Im more trying to figure out how common this is than looking for approval. Thanks for replying
And actually this is probably the perfect guy now that I think about it. I like being submissive with guys and I refuse to get to know someone if im going to have more than a one night stand. If I have a sexual relationship with a guy, I wont talk to them or see them except when having sex bc if I do I wont be attracted anymore. Guys that will use you are exactly what I like, this one jyst took it up a notch. The fact that he would hold me down and fck me and txt me the next day is really turnung me on and more so now that im realky thinking about it. I think im gonna txt him now. Thanks anwynn'bri, for making me real7ze I should just accept that I liked it.
LOL, this has to be the King of these types of threads. You sound about as straight as a slinkie thats been bent so it doesnt even fall down stairs straight
So I txtd the guy and he came over today and I got what I shouldve seen coming. He fucked me really roughly, ignoring me when I told him to slow down. Then at the end he took off the condom he wsd wearing and shkved his dick down my thoat while he came. Then he left. Cimpletely degrading experience.
Irminsul, are you implying this never happened and that he is a deviant teen living out his fantasy online and at the same time finding it difficult to come out of the closet??
you are not straight....not even close.....i'm straight....i dont like cock in any way....ive never had an urge to cuddle with a dude see the difference? i think you arent being honest with yourself but opening up is a good start good luck
Yes that is exactly what I am implying. Forced sexual assault and rape are best left to the authorities, not us. So I call bullshit on the whole scenario.
I call BS too. We should make a rule we could all stick too, where we don't reply to threads that are made by first time posters till they have posted something that seems half ass real and have a count of ten or so. Seems a lot of one time trolls like sites like this.
New members do not stay around here because they post junk like this to kill their boredom and hormone levels for like a few hours or so. After they have their fun they do not return. This would happen sooner and we could be at peace with normality if people stopped feeding them text that fuels more bullshit. Sometimes I don't know who I feel sadder for. The posters trying to have a laugh or people like you that believe it.
I am sorry but this member is clearly making it up. They have a rape fantasy (nothing wrong with that) but are making stories up to get himself off on it. Have you ever heard of a rape victim 'liking' it? Or to come online and tell the whole world in expletive detail of what happened and how it was 'humiliating'?
You could be wrong because all of us were new members at one time. we just seem to know B S when we read it.
we are militant in protecting our wonderful website....we dont want it to be ruined like so many others...... let me guess.... you like licking stamps but you ship fed ex?
