For colored designs i can buy a Kalidescope

B"H, Hello, Had my first trip on mescaline 1968 at age 15. Was seeking the Infinite One power of the Universe so I opened up my Hebrew (first 5 Books) while tripping strong randomly to the section of the laws of the Levites. That is probably the driest portion, showing measurements of the Holy Tabernacle, materials used,who builds what and I quickly shut the book! My next 20 trips were between 1968-1974 ONLY on LSD. Sometimes we had the Orange Sunshine which was very pure. Mostly I tripped on my own since I was still seeking the Infinite One power. There were about 6 trips with my very best friend but he always became afraid he'd go crazy. In 21 times I only had great trips, they always lasted 8 hours no less and no more.{Lets say at age 25 in 1978 while married I FOUND my path with the Infinite One and being jewish we became Chasidic Jews, for the last 43 years) 3 years ago 2017 , 46 years without tripping I learned how to grow Magic Mushrooms in my room.The trips were strong but no more than 5 hours. I liked LSD better. I prayed for 18 months before growing mushrooms whether it would be beneficial. The last 14 months I prayed about trying LSD again and last month ordered a large ammount of 20mg blotters of 1p LSD. I didn't try the available 2B LSD or the 1cP LSD but I think they are even stronger. Had my first trip on the 1P LSD, its not the same as what I remembered back in the days 52 years ago but I only took 100mg it being the first time. I took tonight almost 3 days later and it had zero effect. In the early 70's I often took LSD pure every 3 full days. Guess i will have to wait.
The trip I had last Th-sday night was not the 8 hours I usually had but 17 great hours and no crash as i remembered. I prayed to have a spiritual trip, as I did on mushrooms. When I saw colors and designs on mushrooms i prayed to have a spiritual trip and not the toy colors and immature things as such.For colored designs i can buy a kalidescope! Just as soon, it became such. i was listening to Chasidic songs which are tunes with the words of Psalms or other Torah verses and it was very beneficial in that I was able to meditate on Chasidic thoughts of Chasidic teaching and I saw things in a good perspective,even though I always had,it was different.Can't explain.Final NOTE: I found a few years later that the laws of the Levites building the Holy Tabernacle ,the measurements,the materials of cloth,the colors etc are the HIGHEST spiritual level.In Holiness we find that it is often hidden in what seems banal and boring.