Its just a simple question.... I'm gonna try salvia and I'm just afraid that I will do or say things I don't want to say. For example: "I'll always wanted to fuck you" and grab a girl's breast or something (I know it's a lame example, but you get the point).
You won't do anything like that if you don't worry about it. Why don't you do it by yourself if it's even an issue? It would be suprising if you trip good enough for you to even speak english lol. When you are in the trip, shit will be happening around you, you don't need to do anything it does everything for you trust me.
Shut happens. I personally think that salvia causes what you may think of as your I to evacuate the body, mine usually exits via the back of my head. So anything can happen. Also, I'm very jealous you live in costa rica!
It won't happen. Whatever you think is important enough that you worry about blabbing it out will become the furthest thing from your mind.
Well when I say exit I don't mean you actually go somewhere different. You are there all the time. But salvia gives you eyes to see. Which is why it is known to the mazatecs as Las ojos de la Pastora. I've explored hidden Iniverses in the most seemingly mundane things, my favorite has been my couch. They are always there, a part of the Great Big General Mish Mash which I refer to as the Iniverse. You just have to let go, surrender yourself into the hands of utter confusion. And most importantly, run with it.
Nothing like that happened when i first tried it... How are you planning on doing it? Me, when i did it i smoked it with some weed and it was a great experience... Remember if you smoke it you torch it and hold it in for as long as you can but 30 seconds as the least amount of time.. Once i took my hit i was normal then like it hit me in one second and it felt so wonderful i was off in my own world and i couldn't stop laughing.... everything was funny and i was sittting there and i wasnt able to find my bed and then i wanted to stand up and go do something but i couldnt find the floor.. Its different for everyone... what your worried about you just have to have plenty of self control.
Toes, that's the laughter defense. Its the animal mind, your lower mind, trying to protect itself from something beyond its comprehension. I am not condescending, I laughed when I first began experiencing the diviner's sage. But the fact of the matter is.. Salvia is no laughing matter. Its some serious fuckin business. You were laughing because your higher cognitive processes were, for all intents and purposes, on vacation.
