I have never had weed or anything like that before. I started smoking cigarettes but never got addicted to it and I do love my alcohol (I am still a lightweight even though I do drink often). So here's how it went. A friend of mine gave me cookies (edibles) and said to give it a chance. I have always been kinda scared of bad trips (my sister had one even with just cigarettes -don't ask me how, no idea- and it seems like it was awful. Hallucinations, freaking out, anxiety... There was one day where I had auditive hallucinations out of nowhere and I didn't want that to happen again. I thought maybe a little bite wouldn't hurt. I didn't know how much of the 'stuff" was in there but I took half a cookie. 1 hour goes by or so. I actually don't know, I was watching a movie and it was all good. When I ended, I got up from the sofa: something is weird now. I feel weird. Ticklish. Numb. Vertigo. My eyes spin a little. I've had episodes of vertigo before so I thought this was another one. It was different though. The back of my head, my neck and back felt incredibly numb. I had a friend with me that took the other cookie. He was feeling the same but "accepting it" as he said. He told me to relax and let it happen. He said my eye pupils were incredibly huge. The feeling got incredibly worse. I couldn't think. I couldn't remember what I was doing 5 seconds ago. I couldn't recall anything. I just couldn't "remember". It's like I was literally just living the moment. I had a weird sense of perception of reality as well. Like anything that wasn't on my vision just didn't exist. I kept realizing that my friend did exist and that he was there. If he was in another room I felt like I had no idea if he was there or not. I couldn't remember if he went in there at all. Only the room I was in existed. My thoughts were going at full speed. I didn't know what to do so I sat down and played music. For some reason, singing and moving my body to the beat of the song made these thoughts "slow down" and I felt like I could think properly again. But just while I was singing. The moment I stopped, the moment my reality was fucked up again. My perception of sounds was weird too, I feel like I heard things that were weird but I barely remember. Closing my eyes and trying to fall asleep was super scary as well. I was aware of everything. Of how my mind was fading away. It felt very scary but I ended up falling asleep somehow and here I am. I still feel a little numb but I guess it's way better. Is this what people call a bad trip? Should I even try having some more of the cookies again? Maybe less? I truly have no clue and what I felt yesterday was something I've never felt before.