Well I have had such an amazing day. I will remember this for the rest of my life. I went to a small party with my cousin. All the kids were metal heads, I had NO IDEA they were really into psychedelics. Long story short: I took a ten strip, we went to these abbandoned military bunkers, layed on this dudes private beach when I was peaking and they suprised me by bringing out a bong and packin in some nice yellow crystals. I knew right away what it was and I took the bong without hesitation. WOW. Trip report tomorrow once Im able to collect myself.
I am fine, just too busy, and we have those African storms so Internet is up and down. You didn't look for my expirience, check it here: http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=277912 Regards!
Ok I am ready to explain what I experienced. This is going to be about the DMT experience and Ill tell about the acid some other time. My cousin asked me if I would like to go chill with a few of his friends down at the beach. I didnt know any of them but I always enjoy meeting new people. We got to this dudes house and there were 4 other guys there chillin around smokin buds so I got in on rotation. One of the guys saw the Om pendant on my necklace and asked me if I was into psychedelics. Of course I said yes. An hour or so later he came up to me and told me to close my eyes and open my mouth. I knew what was going to happen. A ten strip was layed on tongue. I had a GREAT day. Exploring these military bunkers (pics soon) was a BLAST. It was the best thing I have ever done on acid. They suggested we go to one of the guys private beach for the peak. We arrive and I lay on the sand watching the waves. He goes inside and comes out carrying a backpack. He takes out a bong and packs it with these small yellow crystals. He turns to me and says "the cannon is loaded". I was overwhelmed with alot of intense emotions and I was started to get anxious but I pushed that aside. I took the bong, tried to clear my mind, and proceeded to take the biggest hit I could. The smoke tasted AWFUL. Things started shaking before I was done with my hit. I put the bong down very carefully and everything begins to... PSYCHEDELIFY. The colors, OH THE COLORS. Everything had sprung to life in a beautiful way. I looked at the people around me and they looked very different. Like they were wearing masks. Every object began to crystalize and the crystal like shapes that made up everything would break down into even smaller crystal like shapes. How much would they break down? Would they stop at some point? It didnt matter. Everything was slipping away and I was blasting off. I layed back and closed my eyes. I soared through space and time for what seemed like an eternity. I entered this realm of higher dimension. Where I was was beyond explaination. I found my self staring at what seemed like a sack of skin with a large eye for head. The body was like E.T.s but with no arms or legs. The eye was huge. That snake chasing its tail circled within the iris rotating at a comprehendable speed. Within the pupil was a bright light in the shape of Om. The being told me (not verbaly) that I have 2 choices. The first choice was I can leave this place knowing THE truth but I would live in a cage and be tormented for the rest of my life. The second choice was I can leave this place with enlightenment and live my life as I have known it. I didnt know what to do. I had so many questions but for some reason I knew that they wouldnt be answered. Knowing "all" is something I could not comprehend but what would it be like? I didnt want to live in a cage and be tormented though. I have a family that needs me. I chose the enlightenment and retured to the beach; tears streaming down my face. The people I was with didnt ask me what I saw. They just smiled and one of them gave me a hug. I will never forget this experience, I feel the best I have ever felt in my whole life. I am extremly aware and oneness is very aparent.
"The first choice was I can leave this place knowing THE truth but I would live in a cage and be tormented for the rest of my life. The second choice was I can leave this place with enlightenment and live my life as I have known it" That is a profound concept. Ever since my first go with acid a quote that really stuck with me was "in order to get out of prison, you must first recognize that you are in prison". The prison being your mind of course. And the truth is your stuck in there, you have operate through your mind. This is what to me seems to be knowing the truth and living in a cage. Knowing that there is far more to 'I' than the body, but still having to operate through it. It is a bit tormenting to work your psyche like this. But the idea that enlightenment to be the opposite of that is what really strikes me. Really seems to exemplify what enlightenment is. In not being any sort of knowledge or any 'thing' but rather just a recognizing of the state of existence.
This is a picture of the bunkers where we spent a couple hours tripping This is the gateway to the depths of your mind
This is a picture of the bunkers where we spent a couple hours tripping This is the gateway to the depths of your mind
Dude, for a pack of Newport's and six pack of Miller High Life I'll tell you how to get out of the cage
pr0ne, you are that being my friend. Im curious about one thing you mentioned breifly, did you happen to experience Om as a reality that you can communicate with? Or was it just a visual representation?
Well I believe that the being that I met was Truth itself. The snake circleing in the iris represents reality and its infinite cycle and Om is the center (being in the pupil). I believe that the people who exist on the snake are making the light of Om dimmer and dimmer everyday. To know the truth I guess you must fully recognize Om aswell.
True, you right. The truth is OM in actuality, enlightenment is a state of mind that many are trying so hard to attain, but what appears to be the case is that truth is your nature, you already ARE truth and it is a reversal process, getting rid of all the false shells we've built around it. What you say about Om being the center makes sense of a level much deeper than some may think, because Om is said to be the first emanation of God's creation and is therefor at the core of every subatomic particle in existance. We are, essentially, a continual reverberation of the inital harmonic utterance of God which all gross matter is a condensation of. According to the scripture which brought Om to acknowledgment, and according to my own experience with the primal Sound. It's funny pr0ne I remember when you posted here about your first trip coming up, and then to read a trip report like this that you've shared shows that you have done a lot of personal growth in a short amount of time. You have my respect man, and it makes me happy to see that you are not afraid to embrace yourself for what you really are. Good for you man, happy trails and good health bro. Namaste -
Thank you. Also I would like to say thank you to everyone here on hipforums. Something profound is going on here. Something BIG. This forum may be the next bible for people living 1000 years from now.