Yesterday, I visited a local adult shop and used their gloryhole to suck a cock. I feel conflicted about the whole experience. Before yesterday, I was a virgin in every sense. I had never before touched another persons genitalia. I'm 38, and I have felt like I am missing out on an important part of life. Sex. In general, I am mostly straight. I find women attractive. They turn me on. If I were to have a relationship with someone, it would be with a woman. I see my experience with sucking cock as just a physical thing. I left the store before I could find someone to return the favor and suck my cock. I just wanted to feel another human being in a sexual way. I would have preferred a woman, but any consenting adult would do. I didn't even get hard while doing it. I was too nervous and too focused on what I was doing to get aroused. Still, I want to go back. I want to find someone to suck me. I want to suck someone else too. I think I am going to go tonight.
thats something i would never have any interest in.. besides no knowing bout catching a STD . or knowing who on other side . My guess they 99.9% males
As I’ve become more comfortable , confident and exierienced with my bi sexual side I’ve done what I initially thought I’d never do nor consent to... but I look and see who’s on the other end of the cock poking through the wall and for the fix of a mouthful of dick and cum at times it serves a purpose In fact I’ve had some very nice cocks fed to me thru gloryholes in adult shops and had some very nice mouths service mine on the other side too. Exchanged numbers a few times fir further hookups too. I recall a mf couple being in a booth next to me years ago my first time as I watched xxxvideos ... one of them blew my cock.. not sure which one but it was a great blow job. Years later/ about 3 years back I was in a shop that was quite known fir its video booths and gloryholes and the action that went on there. I wasn’t looking to get involved but I was curious as to what might be happening ... see what I could see and watch some porn meanwhile... I was open to the thought of finding a cockbufdy for fun but not between the walls ... but as I ended up becoming engrossed with my own hardon from the movie I’d chosen to view in my booth soon enough fingers were signalling me through the wall ... I hesitated and got down and loooked to see another well presented younger type guy with a good cock in his hand sucking
I was a frequent flyer at these places when I was young and stupid. Fortunately I survived it. The sex was great but looking back I don’t know why I took the risk.
I still consider myself mostly straight. As I write that line, I have to wonder who I am trying to convince. Still, I think it is true. Physical pleasure with any gender, just because it feels good. But I would most likely only want a romantic relationship with a woman. I'm not closed off to the idea of a relationship with male/other genders, but not looking for it either. My experience at that gloryhole has left me wishing I could have a simple hookup with no strings attached with some guy who would be open to both giving and receiving. Maybe just oral, maybe anal. I enjoy feeling a dildo in my ass, so I think I would enjoy being penetrated. I know I would enjoy being the one penetrating someone else. I would like to have a similar hookup with a woman, but the same problem exists for both. I don't know how to go about actually doing it. Finding someone who would want to be with me like that. I am not very good looking, fairly overweight. It doesn't seem very likely someone would want me.
I don’t try to give myself a label of gay or straight, on one website I said I was pansexual and I think that is the best explanation for who I am. I am sure there is someone who would enjoy being your what ever you are looking for Jason it’s just not easy to find that person.
