just got back from rehab friday..... have a whole new outlook on life without the drugs...... whats up all
Congratulations man. It definately takes a lot of will power to want to get off dope. Keep it up, life is so much better when you arent a prisoner to drugs. Stick with it bro.
This probably isn't the best place to be, honestly. We blatantly praise the benefits of opioids here and it might be detrimental to your recovery. Unless you are on Suboxone or Methadone and can still enjoy opioids through those drugs, this site is probably just going to be a problem.
Ya this site will certianly be a trigger for you man. give it some time then come back on here. your not missing anything for real
wheres all the old posters at? too many new people i dont know lol......... not that thats a bad thing though.....
please describe ur rehab experience, i personally have never been, and know when the time comes im sure i will be there, i dont plan on being on the shit for ever i dont think........if i knew i wouldnt get sick, i would stop tomorrow, and just dabble here and thur, also u can post for those of us that are considering trying to get clean!!!!!!!!!!!! congrats man and hang in there!!!!!!!!!
Congrats Spens, Im also curious to hear how your day to day was in rehab including what kinda shape you were in when you got there, kinda a before and after.....Stick with it bro......
good for you man, its been 2 weeks clean for me, cold turkey. starting to feel better about myself(now i dont have a needle hanging out my arm) this site certainly could be a trigger but i like to browse other forums too not just the opiate one. i think the only way i would do opiates again if i was drunk at a party and some one offered it to me. even then i think i have experienced enough bad shit in my life due directly to opiates that i wouldnt accept it. good luck man hope the best for u!
Yeah i had 5 months clean. Went to rehab and all as well. Having not had a problem with opiates before i decided i would use roxis every now and then. So far it hasn't become a problem but i'm certainly careful. Usually if i have strong cravings i just smoke a strong indica like the master kush i got and it relieves anxiety and distracts me from the cravings. just gotta be careful... Rehab was actually fun IMO. Being off mephedrone/coke/and other similar substances was the biggest relief. I avoid all stims now due to their fiendish nature. I gained 50 lbs in one month while in rehab. They feed you SOOO good in there. I went to the watershed in boynton beach, FL. They fed us steak and lobster all the time with all the frozen yogurt you could eat. Being free of addiction is the best feeling of all. Its a completely different lifestyle though.... Staying clean isn't easy and i'm not gonna say i haven't slipped a few times but the thing to do is not fall back into the same place you were before. If anyone needs to talk though, nothing helps one addict better than helping another so shoot me a message.
I don't know when you left, but since I started being a regular here, I have only noticed maybe 7 or 8 people who are really in to opioids on the forum. The hot things now (here) are Suboxone and Opana haha. I just hope all of our opioid talking doesn't make you crave them again.
the place i went to was great, freindly staff, great food, cool people, i was terrified of going at first but looking back it was the best decision ive made and im glad i did it, i actually miss it there.......
That sounds about right. I make the effort to stop by here 2-3/day weather I post or not. I find the people are friendly and most don't try blowing smoke up your ass, instead, most try and help with questions and concerns along with pointing out the rules to the Noobs.
Congrates on cleaning up man. I havent been on in a while but im clean as well. I hardly even think about using opiates now. Lifes so much better for me being clean. How you been Bottle? Sorry for being gone and not keeping in touch. I just been busy enjoying life sober for a change. I needed to stay away also because this forum did make me crave dope so I did what I had to do. Getting clean is the best thing I ever did for myself so congrates to everybody doing it!
SIA, Nice to see you bro. Extremely proud to here you are still clean. If only one of us is still clean, I'd like to think that this board here helped with that, even in a small way. For the Chronic pain patients like myself, the medical issue that got us taking pills to begin with, unfortunately doesnt go away when the pills do. The 45 days I was clean (Kidney Stone got me back on) the constant pain at some point gets to be just too much. I will say the break was nice along with the lowering of my tollerance. Let us here from you once in a while, your story does indeed provide some hope for those trying to get the monkey off their back. I can understand that this board can be a trigger for using so even if its once a month, we all could use a little bit of your story ever once in a while. Take care.....^5
I'm glad to see that this sub forum is now almost all either folks on legit scripts for pain or people in recovery like myself (with Suboxone, Methadone, or self-psychology tools). It is always nice to hear another person has decided to straighten things out!
Congratulations man! Work the program. It does work. Some one earlier said addicts talking to other recovering addicts is the key. I don't think I mentioned this before but I went to rehab for alcoholism almost 3 years ago. I slipped a few times the 1st 6 months but haven't touched a drop in over 2 years. Herb's been a lifesaver a few times, in moderation.