Alright so recently my parents caught me with a little over an ounce of pot so they can figure i was selling some also (i was some). Anyways now theyre making me quit and drug testing me and threatening me with sending me to a "Teens at Risk Program" which is basically where a bunch of kids are sent that have fucked up before. So I told them I wont smoke anymore so they wont have to send me there (I have actually quit for about a month now which is when all of this went down). Now Im not allowed to leave my property or go hangout with anyone, and no one really wants to come over that often since they basically are on lock down with me if they are at my house. You might think that my parents are going to get better as time goes on but my brother had almost the same thing happen when hew was my age and they never stopped treating him badly until he finally moved out after turning 18, when that happened my dad figured he fucked up with the first son so hes gotta "save me before its too late" so now my parents are being even harder on me than they were to my brother and I dont have anyone at all, where my brother had me when he had to deal with everything. Im 17 right now and have a half year till im 18 and can move out (my dad actually took all of my money saying he wont give it to me even after i turn 18 so he could try to make it impossible for me to move out, but luckily my cousin said he'll let me move in with him after my birthday and he'll let me get a job and everything before i have to start paying rent). The problem is now ive been gradually feeling more and more depressed but I cant do anything about it, i just have to wait another half year. Im never gonna be suicidal because i know that whatever anyones going through wont matter after a year or however long so why bother ending life when you still have so much ahead of you and anyone can make that rest of their lives happy and worth living. So yeah i think suiciodes staright stupid and would never even think of it but I just cant figure out anything to do to keep myself from getting more and more depressed, I know Ive only got 6 more months but its still so hard waiting 6 months as you slowly get more and more depressed. I was wondering if anyone knows anything I could do to feel a little better and anything I can do to help me deal with this shit for another 6 months? Sorry this was so long btw I just wanted you guys to understand the whole situation, so yeah any advice or tips for going through this would be awesome and very much appreciated. Thanks!