confusion fills my head, desperation and extreme dread making me almost wish i were dead. relife felt through a knife bleeding away the filth in my life. crying myself to sleep at night with thoughts full of painful fright. what would the say if they knew me this way. waiting for the blood below praying for it's precious flow. never again will i share myslef with careless men. pleace oh pleace have mercy on me, i am on my knees. how much i crave for a helping hand but none can me seen from where i stand. all these tears symbolize all my fears. a deep stress i can feel beyond my breast, in my heart i feel i have fallen completly apart. a little something i did last month ...
