I had a relative that died in texas prison. I wrote a FBI tip to the FBI in hopes to save the lives of other inmates. Why is it my other relatives are upset at the fact I wrote the FBI to help investigate there deaths. And the info I gave them was just news articles. I get tired of people coming at me like they are superior to me. When the only thing I tried to do was save peoples lives. At one point in my life I was so ashamed of myself cause to them everything I have done was something shameful I was a embarrassment. But now I came to the conclusion it's not they are to good for me. I'm to good for them. I'm no longer ashamed of myself. We just don't see eye to eye and no one is better or greater than me. The way people came at me destroyed any semblance of pride I could have ever had. Now after listening to Louis Farrakhan and the Bible and Malcolm x that shame I felt is no more. How can I mess up a person's case if the victims personnel information was giving up. Why do I have the family I have,why do I live in the neighborhoods that I live in. Why do I never fit with anyone im around. How come I felt better living on the streets than being next to them. I feel im totally different from them. I never connect with them. I just wanted to save other lives. And ain't nothing wrong with me. They always had some deep superioty complex to me. It's like they are family but they are not. People in born with but I feel no bond with I just want to escape but nowhere to go. So I just fight on God is my only true friend. I truly hope I had the confidence back then that I have now Quote
Several years I volunteered at a local books for prisoners project. Most of our recipients were inmates at private prisons down in Texas. Our correspondence with recipients was horrifying and it’s hard to call those prisons anything other than shit shows. Sorry for your experience with a very broken system.
