How came a nigga could hold me and stay he love me. And my father can't I try my hardest not to cry but,on the real it tears me up inside.I go to a nigga to solve my pain. Even if i know he playing games. Your hardly home mom and us stay alone talking about wish and shoulds? How come you don't take me out? A fucking nigga would go all out. The things you say make me want to run away. It's either a lie or will, it's never now. Mom crys at time and you run the same lines It hurts to her cry than it brings tears to my eyes. She say one day she'll pack up and leave. This shit i just dont belive. She is my heart nothing in this world will tear us apart. Can you grow up and be my dad. Instead of making me so sad Maybe I'm the only one that feels this way. Fuck my mom stilled stayed. I appreciate every thing do, even if every thing I write is true. With out a mom i couldn't do, with out a dad Iwill get though
crumbs. your poetry is very emotional, and very wellwritten. makes me think the pain is real...*hugs*
