Extremely Bi-Curious For Bbc For First

Nevermind, there's a part of me that's curious but over 95% straight, I think once it came to it I would back out and yell at myself.. is this normal? I can never see my self being anything other than straight it's confusing

 

You should feel guilty about wanting BBC only because it's considered taboo, not because you're curious. How about a big white one?

I have a friend that has a problem with black on white porn (not amateur stuff, just the big pro companies). He's raised a few points around the fact that the male actor is generally a "bad guy", "sex maniac", or other stereotype which aims to free a white woman from her puritanical ways... It gets about ten times funnier whenever I press him on the issue and tell him that I'm all for watching big black dicks destroy little white chicks... (if you haven't guessed, he's black and I'm white)

 

I do feel guilty. I don't know what it is about it.. the dominance, the feel of their skin, the color, the smell. the taste of it? The urge gets stronger to just go for it and get it over with. my problem is keeping it discreet. I almost only want to do it out of state but fear the chance of STDs if im unable to get to know him first..i don't want to ruin the full experience using a rubber

I honestly think about it but later tell myself ewww no, what the heck am i thinking? Not just bbc, but all together. I want to completely turn away from all of it for good but the curiosity lingers every now and then. Help?

 

Well, he'd be the one to back out, with his glistening monster big hard black cock, make a little zhoop sound