So one of my deep secrets that I've never told anyone is my foray into the world of female escort services. To start off I was and still am very awkward around women in a romantic context which is probably one of the main reasons that led to this behavior pattern. Through high school I was a late developer and even in college I remained an awkward person who had difficulties socializing with women outside of school. Of course during this time romantic experiences were non-existent and as time wore on I began to worry about when I would finally meet a girl and start a relationship and of course have sex. After a few years of frustration in college I finally decided to see an escort to lose my virginity.While my experiences with escorts have been varied I do realize the possible addictive qualities of such behavior and I have completely stopped seeing them. It was in Dec. of 2011 that I saw my first escort and had my first sexual experience ever. I remember the girl as being a blonde about 5'4 skinny with proportional B cup breasts and she smelled very nice. My session started with a nude massage and eventually she had me flipped over and began to stroke my cock. My cock immediately rose to full attention and she quickly placed a rubber on it and began to give me a blowjob. While it did feel good I wasn't able to get hard enough for her to mount me cowgirl which she insisted was the ONLY way that she would have sex(what that was all about I'll never know). I tried to convince her to missionary or something else but she wouldn't relent and I came early in the rubber after she jerked me off vigorously. As a first experience it certainly didn't cure any of my anxieties and if nothing else it put doubt into my head about my physical abilities. After my first experience I was determined to try again and once again I met another blonde escort at another hotel. This one was less of a looker than the first but she had nice large tits. Once i stripped I was already at full attention and I asked her about the size of my cock just out of curiosity and she mentioned that it was really long. From there she put a condom on my cock and gave me head and sat on the bed waiting for me to fuck her. I of course was rock hard and I proceeded to fuck her which felt pretty awesome even with a condom. After a while of trying different positions I had to pull out because she had started to bleed a bit which she said was due to her recent period. From there I took off the condom and she gave me a handjob to finish. For a while I pretty much let those 2 experiences satisfy my curiosity about sex. However after some web browsing one night I found an add for a 2 girl experience and promptly pursued the opportunity. Needless to say I enjoyed myself in the company of two women and fucked both of them and was finished off by a two-girl blowjob. Since that time I've had two more escorts in the past year. One was a stunning brunette with who. I had a great experience and another blonde stripper type who I got a handjob and blowjob from. The experience with the brunette in particular stands out in that I asked her about female pleasuring techniques which she taught me and I subsequently used on her. Well to wrap things up I would say that my experiences have been unique but I won't ever apologize for them. I do feel a bit of shame about this but it isn't something that I regret. Some would say that a virgin in my position at the time should go out to bars or clubs and look to hook up with a one night stand. To those who say that, I say what is the difference really? You can either be a bullshit artist for a few hours and buy her drinks and get laid or just stop playing games and pay for what you want without the hassle. All that being said, the society we live in is a hypocritical one that would chastise people who frequent escorts while praising the "pick-up artists" as "real" men. To me its all prostitution one way or the other.
i don't really think society praises pick up artists... maybe young guys who haven't had sex or don't get any a lot. but yeah, if you're just looking for sex, there isn't much of a difference between hookers and drunken one night stands. if you're looking for any sort of a relationship though, you're probably not going to find one on a street corner or in the back of the paper.
I'm going to respond to your final remarks concerning the different of picking up at a bar or finding an escort. On paper I don't see much difference. Many time I have felt bad by lying or misleading women to sleep with them and even worse having to flake out or fake out of future engagements. So at least with a pro (escort is such a euphemism, unless it is to imply she escorts your cock into her) there is honesty all around. Though as a matter of secrets it will be interesting to see your future gf reaction of how you lost your virginity and matured your lovemaking, but if you phrase as you had here online, in context with your other option. If she is upset it will not be a problem with your logic but some obtuse underlying emotional conflict. I am glad you stopped it sounds addictive.
I guess I have to say this. When you pick a girl on a bar you don't even know what she does or who she really is you just pick her if she wanted too. But when you book an escort,the agency provide all the information you need. I'm not saying it's the difference, there's no big differences,you brought them for pleasure.
Yes, having an escort is the same thing as prostitution in my opinion, because, bottom line, you buy her services, you don't have any feelings for the girl, you just want sex.
The point of an escort is to make you feel wanted and such, is it not? I can see how that might be addictive. But I can also see how informative they might be! Very interesting. I do believe she possibly might have told you, you have a long cock because, she assumed you wanted to hear it.
Could have been a back problem, could have been a psychological thing. Possibly she had problems with unwanted behavior before or during her career. Why shame? Were you ever concerned about disease? Did you get tested? I don't see any difference in risk between escorts and one-night stands; but I think though one-night stands are more likely to be awkward, at least you get to sample if there's some chemistry and attraction.
Either take a girl out to an expensive dinner and movie. Spend a shit load on this night or book a escort and get Down to business...all the same IMO except with the escort you're more likely to get some instead of possible tease.
One of my top 10 sexual encounters was with a hooker. It was last year, she was so beautiful. So much so I wished I had the money to be able to support her so she didnt need to do this as a job. She smelt lovely too. Literally everything about her was amazing. I wanted everything she had, it was intense. I have wanted her ever since and often think about it when I pass her place.
I see no reason for you to feel shame about using an escort service. They can be a learning tool, but are mainly used by older men (at least that’s my experience). And that escort who demanded cowgirl violated professional norms, unless that was stipulated beforehand.
"If you've got the money you can get yourself a honey with a written guarantee to make you smile" -- Gordon Lightfoot. Alberta Bound. "I do declare there were some times I took some comfort there" Simon and Garfunkel The Boxer. I traveled 30 weeks a year for 15 years. Hard to have a relationship so I enjoyed the company of escorts. Mostly young women in mid 20s, independent operators, who knew why she was there and willing to provide the service. Visited a legal whorehouse in Nevada once. Quite a thrill to pick one from a lineup of women who were there to fuck you anyway you want. Expensive though.
Had a great experience with escort lady from Dusseldorf. Such a fine lady. I'm glad with her performance as well, I was wrong about what I have thought that escort girls is a mistake than picking up girls or dating. It was all fun and business, which is perfect for what I needed that night. They deserve big thumbs up, here's their site Escort Dusseldorf Escort Service | Callgirls, Ladies, Dusseldorf Escorts just incase you plan to visit Dusseldorf city. Had Mariella with me, she deserves appreciation.
Macky, thanks for the link. Dusseldorf has some lovely ladies. Mariella would be my first choice, too. Just curious, what is A Level?
Have had the pleasure of the company of a good number of escorts - mostly just horny and needed to get my rocks off, but there was one who I got to know and we eventually became good friends. She would call me when she was down and I would always make time for her. We saw each other on and off for about 5 years. We both had relationships in between but remained friends. Eventually she got married, but we got together a week before her wedding for one last 'date'
To quote and reply to this part of your post: "The point of an escort is to make you feel wanted and such, is it not?" (member still around? I am new) Yes and No. I tried them on my birthdays s few years ago. It was purely sexual, all about my pleasure. Granted, there is some interaction, social, sometimes maybe more as I had one who insisted on kissing as part of the overall experience even though the kiss had no romantic or love feelings.
