Me and my ex broke up a while back, we were together a long time, and I was truely blinded by love. My friends would tell me that I shouldn't be with him anymore because he treated me so bad and made me cry a lot, but of course I didn't want to believe everything they said about him, just because we did have good times together aswell. Well after awhile things started to get bad, he started acting real wierd, so I decided I would find out what was going on myself. Well I had no idea what I was in for. I found that he had been lying to me the entire time we were together. He continued using drugs, although he told me he wasn't. Then I got the worst, he had been cheating on me for almost a month. I had so much hate for him, so I thought that it would be easy to get over him. I've moved on, and been with this person for about 8 months, but yet I still find myself thinking about him. Just about a month ago, he showed up unexpectedly at my house. It was horrable, and was like everything I loved about him I was reminded of. He knew what showing up at my house would do to me, and he did it anyway. Ever since we broke up I have been a totally different person, I used to be such a happy person, and after the breakup, I have just been the depressed type of person.. Please can some one help me get this guy out of my head????