EVERYONE READ THIS (especially mods)

If I ever mention doing coke again ban me for a week.

Don't ban me if I'm just talking about it, but if I actually say I did it just ban me for a week.

And if this happens three times ban me for good.

Please and thank you.

This may sound fucked up, but hey maybe it will work.

It is December 19th 2009. If I post about doing coke after this date you guys know what to do.

I just don't wanna do this anymore. And this is the only way I can help myself now, I don't wanna tell anybody else but you guys.

This is %100 serious. I'm trying my best not to let myself, you guys, or the people I love down.

 

deal :cheers2: stay stronge, you don't need to be doing that shit any way

 

you need willpower.


Good luck CC, you can do it.

 

how does banning from here help you not do coke?

 

i was wondering the same thing....

 

Can't you just do coke and not tell us? Or are you compelled to tell every little aspect of your life on here?
I never had any issues with coke, I didn't even know you were addicted at all CC.

 

I'd be more pissed if I could never come here again than if I could never do coke again.

HF > Coke

And I always tell people if I'm lit...... And besides, now that I made this thread I could never do coke again without thinking "I'm lying to myself, my friends, and to all the people I care about".

Cokes fucked up, it sure is fun but I can't do this shit anymore.

 

I'm not addicted at the moment.

A few years ago (grade 9 and 10) were bad years for me and my buddies. The 5 of us were addicted. We just never mentioned it too each other because we already knew it... It didn't need to be said. It was just embarrassing.

All throughout grade 11 I hardly did coke. But as soon as grade 12 started I started doing K everyday for 2 and a half weeks. After we stopped doing K we started getting bored and had to "fill that hole" with other shit.

We started doing coke again. That's when my "Captain Cannabis's Friday night threads" started happening. BAD idea. Looking back on those threads make me cringe. Line after line after line of wasted fucking money.

I'm willing to bet I spent about $1000 on all of my CC friday night threads put together. Sure that may be a little high... But it's the only way I can get the point across.

We were starting to get addicted again.

Here's what's fucked up. Yesterday was the first day of Christmas break... Ok now lets go back in time 2 years (to the exact day) and what was I doing?

Coke with the same people.

Now that to me is fuckedup.

I don't wanna do this shit anymore, it's too fucked. Maybe it's killing me, maybe it's not. But I do know one thing. I'm gonna go fuckin' insane if I don't stop.

 

yeah dude coke blows. just be happy with the mary wanz and the alcy hawl. get some shrooms and acid maybe if you really want to fill that hole but you shouldn't.

 

Yeah, just do what you think is right for you and your mind/body. If you feel like you have to do it, just remember the new rules you made to yourself. You might feel tempted but if you break your rules you are only cheating yourself. Good luck bro.

 

good luck man.

 

i could use a line ..right now

 

best of luck to you man

 

You seem to have a good head on your shoulder. I think you'll do good.Best of luck to you If you ever need advice you can always come to us.

 

must be brutal knowin about all that blow in hamilton right now courtesy of the bikers

 

you poor thing....


As of now you have two open threads about coke.....

 

Well if you give me your address, I'll take a bus to Ontario and beat you with an extendo if you do coke again.

Just kidding.
Good luck, though.

 

i love this...one thread is pro coke and one thread is anti coke....brutal

 

well he can talk about it all he wants but as long as he isnt doing it were all good

 

exactly.......