I'm 5'9" and overweight. I have a crush on Courtney Love. I tend to fall for guys I know will only hurt me. I slept with a guy knowing he has a girlfriend. I fell in love with that guy months before the 2 of them got together. I've been sleeping with him periodically since May. I know he'll never feel the same way, and I think I'm just sleeping with him to keep the link alive. I got a shitty mohawk and am hopefully getting it touched up soon. I work a dead end, low paying job. I regret not going to college. I'm afraid that I don't have a future. I'm more afraid of having one. I use the patches on my vest to tell people who I am because I'm afraid to. I'm incredibly antisocial, but try to be friendly. I've been accused of being too loud and too softspoken. I have no self-confidence. I'm afraid of the world. Some days I'm a mass anarchist, other days an insurrectionary anarchist, still others what Nietzsche referred to as an "active nihilist".
I've never once actually masturbated the way it seems most guys do by rubbing the penis with the hands. I've only ever done it by humping the bed.
I sing really loud in the car . People scare me ! I am obsessed with my weight so much so that i weigh myself when i wake up , when i come home from work , before i eat , after i eat ..sometimes while i am eating too.and before i go to sleep ---i'm a sick puppy
I take so much meds I cant get properly drunk. Yeah I take Prozac and abilify. I plan to stop taking them soon.
It Happens Sometimes After Posts Have Been Removed And The Page Count Hasn't Reset Itself... Cheers Glen.
i got a bad tattoo so i don't wear t-shirts anymore. it's gonna be probably a few years and definately several thousand dollars before it's gone. people ask me why i stopped wearing short sleeves and i tell them they should stop paying so much attention to what i wear.
It's not really embarrassing, just a confession and I didn't want to make a whole big thread-of-its-own deal about it: I almost never even open threads in "Introduce Yourself"