Hello... I have been in a lesbian relationship for about 2 years now. I really love her, even though we often argue. I'm 19 and we both live together. But lately I've been really into... male gay porn. It really confuses me because I really get off from it. I don't even like lesbian or straight porn, to be honest. I just don't like the female actors.. they annoy me. And my girlfriend likes to think that I'm a full lesbian, but sometimes I think differently. I wouldn't want to date a guy... but I like penises for some reason. And I don't even like penetration.. not even fingering... nothing with my hole really. It's all clitoris for me. So I know I could never be with a guy because he would never understand, and I refuse to fake orgasms. I guess my "question" is... is it normal? Am I the only one? I guess I just want people to tell me if I'm just confused.. or if this is normal. I remember in the movie "The Kids Are All Right", they were watching gay porn... so I guess it can't be that bad? Should I tell my girlfriend? I do want to tell her, but she's disgusted by penises and will start feeling all insecure that I'm straight or something and I'd rather not deal with that. Thanks for reading!
Nothing wrong with it. I have no desire to sleep with a guy, but I sometimes like to watch gay male porn. I think its got more to do with the fact that the guys are into it, where as like you said, most lesbian porn the girls are, well, it sucks. Sexuality has so many layers, just because seeing people of any type having sex arouses you does not necessarily mean that is what you want to happen for you in real life.
LOL. ill tell you something ive never shared with another soul before this, i can only get off on gay male porn. i dont know why but it arouses my carnal desires in a way no other porn has, yes i was shocked, and embarrassed about that, but it does the trick. i am bisexual, and i will say that it doesnt make me any less attracted to women at all. everyones different, but thats not weird AT ALL
Sorry, just saw this in the new posts and wanted to throw in one tiny comment - I promise that there are guys out there who would understand Just wanted to tackle that as it obviously pertains to guys and so I thought it was worth giving 2 cents on! Ok, now I not post here anymore, sorry!
My wife likes gay porn. I don't get it. I like straight porn. She doesn't get it. Lol. We both think most lesbian porn is pretty lame. If there's one thing I can tell you after 17 years together, you have to be honest and up front about what you like and don't like. If you never want vaginal penetration but are just "intrigued" by penis, you could probably keep that as a personal fantasy. Maybe your penis intrigue is your sexual desires expanding to include penetration. You could try non phallic stuff since your gf is anti-penis. Really though, communication is key. Don't drop a penis shaped bomb on her, take her for a drink and talk likes and dislikes. We used to talk after sex about what we liked and what we wanted to try next. Almost like a football review in the locker room. Now we have a fantastic sex life. Sometimes it was uncomfortable in the early days learning to trust and be open, but love finds a way. Good luck!
