effing hate this...

so this is sorta random, just wanted to get this all out i guess. so my friend goes to the same college i do, and shes rooming with one of her good friends. i met her for the first time once school started, and i see her around alot. we've become pretty close and i really like her and her other friends. so after i knew her for about a week i realized that i reallly like her, which honestly happens to me so often at this point it doesnt even bother me, its just a minor upsetting feeling i get occasionally when im around her (because i know shes straight) but whatever.

but last night, she hooked up with this guy who i'm also friends with. i dont really care, to be honest i was waiting for them to hook up since i met the two of them. but then they went back to her room with me, her friend, and one of her suitemates. we were all in her room (its a 4 person suite so 2 beds in each room) but there were five of us, so my friend and the guy she hooked up with were watching a movie in one bed and her suitemate and her other friend were in the other bed passed out. my friend offered me a seat in her bed so the three of us were watching the movie together

i was starting to fall asleep and eventually they turned off the movie. the three of us just barely fit in the bed, but i didnt really care cause there wasnt anywhere else to sleep, except the floor, which was really disgusting. so i was basically half asleep, like not awake enough to move but still somewhat aware of what was going on. they thought i was asleep, and start fucking.

i honestly dont really care that much that they had sex when i was in the bed, but what bothers me is it just made me like this girl even more and hearing her orgasm.... its just this much harder now that shes with this guy... ugh idk i just needed to rant haha.

after they finished everyone sort of woke up for a few minutes which gave me the chance to move, and somehow i wound up on the gross floor anyway and slept maybe 2 hours or so, and then i managed to get into my friend's suitemate's bed and kinda drifted off for a few minutes at a time, but basically didnt get any sleep aside from those two hours. i came back to my dorm at around 1:30pm and its 5:30 now and i havent been able to sleep at all.

this fucking sucks

 

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what a helpful post, thanks.

 

Sorry to hear that. I cannot imagine how any self-respecting woman could allow a man to put that thing in her. It's so nasty, especially when he ejaculates. Ew!