Smoke alone, let your mind wander, thats all there is to it. Usually when I am with people and I get high, my mind still wonders but less b/c I am still trying to control myself and not act too high. When you are by yourself and don't have a busy schedule, you can easily let go, and you don't need to control or set a limit on how high you can afford to be.
I gotta agree with you, here. I'm starting to think that I may enjoy actually being high when I'm by myself than when I'm with other people. I mean, sure it's still really fun to just get high with my friends and do whatever, but when I smoke alone..nothing beats that. I can just do whatever fleeting idea comes into my head and not worry about anything.
It sounds like you may perceive being higher right now because smoking alone is novel to you. Smoking with others is where the majority of my fond memories from marijuana are, but it is cool to be in your own zone at times too.
Well, I don't think I'm higher. I suppose I should have clarified myself a bit there. Smoking by yourself doesn't automatically make you higher. But for the most part, I do enjoy it more. I think this is mostly because the majority of my friends tend to sort of veg out and not say/do much when they're high whereas I tend to be more talkative/active when I smoke.
I believe that when you smoke alone, your personal perception of the high is much different than when your smoking with people/socializing. When I smoke with friends, we tend to discuss things on our minds and find that marijuana helps to initiate very deep conversations about life/ the situation of the world. These conversations do distract my brain momentarily and cause me to focus on the subject being discussed. It also causes my visual and auditory perceptions to be focused on other people. When I smoke by myself, I am much more aware of my body and the feelings within it. I am not absorbed in any subject other than my own thoughts, and often meditate after smoking alone. This allows me to gain even more awareness of my body and feel the subtle effects caused by smoking. It also gives me the chance to reflect on what "being high" is and what I am. Overall smoking alone makes me feel higher because my perceptions are free to contemplate the high, and I am not being distracted by another human being. It focuses my senses on my own body, instead of others. This leads to heightened awareness of the drug and of the self, thus creating the effect of perceiving "Being higher". In my personal experience, getting high and meditating causes this effect to be amplified. When I come out of the meditation the high is very intense and many person thoughts/ feelings flow freely through my mind, yet I am also very relaxed. This causes me to feel the highest I can, without changing my smoking dosage.
Bit off topic but I find that with acid with ppl its just a laugh and a giggle and dont tend to see much but when on my own it can be very intense indeed.
I just laugh my ass off if someones smoking it with me and can watch infomercials with great enthusiasm. And strangley seem to notice mostly the breaths news readers take between words more than what they are actually saying. Anyone else had that? Does my head in i get all conscious of my breathing hahah.