so it's like what, nearly month 10 of me being on probation, within the next month i'm getting off! fucking excited as fuck. I got dumped out of a 10 month relationship, my first love but now, I can fall back on to the one girl that never did me wrong; maryjane<3
THANKS :] I know, it really hurts right now, I started drinking a lot... this weekend was horrible, i'm pouring everything down the sink. Should've known drinking would only do bad, I'm just so damn excited man. FINALLY.
yeah drinking usually makes shit worse when you are upset...maryjane is good though, but only use her in assistance...try to get over her on your own too
oh trust me I know. I've been clean for like 9 months now, I know I don't need bud to get me through life but goddamn, I swear it was the best sleep aid in the world<3 now i'm on like 4-5 OTC sleeping meds every night. have a horrible sleeping problem but doctors don't wanna deal with me because I'm only 17. hell idk, I may even wait just 5 more months to burn down when I have my OWN place. idk yet.
probation sucks. But I think that if i was on it I would drop dirty piss every time. Eventually they will realize there is nothing they can do about it and they will leave my pot habit alone.
We don't get piss tested on probation here...stupid fucking law thing anyway, for drug related charges its usually court + fine, detention, drop names and get off free or jail. They're slow as fuck though. Friend of mine got busted for cultivation, intention to sell and possession last year and he hasn't even heard anything from it since...its going to come up randomly one day though...anyway, :cheers2: man :sifone:
