don't you ever get tired?

i'm so tired of having to be happy just so i won't make others unhappy
i absolutely hate people that tell me to smile, i really want to punch them in the face or just tell em to fuck off
maybe i just want to be miserable...i'm fucking tired of having to pretend to be happy just to make others feel better
ya know?

ok i'm done ranting...

 

So then when somebody tells you to smile, tell them to wipe the shit eating grin off their face. When they say, 'Why?', say, 'My point exactly'.

 

Smile, woman... smile!

 

Oh fuck it, just go emo. Apathy is fun.

 

i used to get it all the time as a kid..my mom stuck me in girl guides and all the leaders would tell me to smile "you're so pretty when you smile"
no

i fucking hated guides...
eh whatever

 

ha clearly you did't see my pics in the members photos forum
i am so emo :H
although..when given the chance i'd much rather stab someone else than myself...

 

Pick up a guitar and play. Bake something with THC in it.

 

That's good advice right there.


I was pissed today, so I took my guitar, and walked naked around my house singing Russian drinking songs.

 

aw teach me a russian drinking song..and then i'll get drunk and sing it
but then i'd have to stir up trouble in my neighbourhood...and blame it on my ethnicity

 

Ras dva, tri chitiri pyatj...
Vishalj Ziachik pagulatj,
Druk ahornek prebigayetj,
Srazu zaitchika yebayet!
Pih pah oyoyoy,
Iznasilan zaichik moy!
Privizli igo domoy,
Okazlasyo on durnoy.
Privizli igo v balnitsu,
Okazalasj spid poyevilsya,
Privizli ego v bar,
Pedaras v krushku nasral.
Ras dva tri chitire patj,
Vishil zaitchik poyebatj!

(Most Russian drinking songs are just old kids songs everyone knows made EXTREMELY vulgar )

 

yeah...i can so not pronounce that...unless i heard it pronounced

 

He did it phonetically...

 

yeah i can understand..like some of the words...but my russian is really slow...like..limited to 7 words

 

ai-ai-ai! Pasha, ny kak mojno takie plohie slova proiznosit!!! a-ta-ta po pope nado !

i even havent heard it before....how do ya manage to know such russian things living outside the country???

man, that's really vulgar
but funny !!!
i laugh

 

Jess, just take it easy and be depressed for a while
and then automatically you'll get tired of frustration and start smiling again like we, stubborn folks, want you to

 

Okay your all holding out on me here. Im wanna know the Russian Dirty words and thier meaning and how to say them. I want to be a collector of dirty words from assorted countries.

 

Hahaha

I remember it from my childhood!

 

i'd just as soon be calmly, meditatively, detatchedly unsad, and let my face muscels not strain themselves either way. my happiness is internal anyway. people who enjoy the kinds of things i enjoy don't always show it externally very well either.

besides, i think that's how REAL happiness is. i think the kind of big deal happiness that shows externally, isn't always happiness at all.

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It annoys me how one of my housemates is always asking me if I'm ok and if something's wrong if I'm not smiling. Just yesterday she thought I was in a mood coz apparently "I was more quiet than normally and didn't smile as much". It's nice that she cares so much but geeeez... Just because I don't feel like talkative and smiley doesn't mean that I'm depressed. She also says it makes her feel uncomfortable if I'm not chatty. Kinda funny really... but also annoying. Grrr.

 

this is one of the main reason's i've always been happiest living entirely by myself.

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