I've been smoking weed everyday or every other day for about 4 months. My mental status has changed very much. I used to feel comfortable in social situations. But now I feel like my "friends" are always criticizing me. Most of them except maybe 2, I only hang i'm smoking with them. So, I feel like they are only using me so that I can smoke them out, and that they think i'm a little weird, eccentric. I feel like I don't fit in, like i'm out of place. I feel like they only talk to me to "test" me, to play mind games on me. I think that all those feelings stem from the paranoia. So I stopped smoking weed 2 days ago. Now, my problem is that I am always at home, with very little social contact. Like i said, they only call me to go smoke, but now i don't smoke so i just say i'm not going out today. This really sucks. A couple of them used to be good friends of mine but now, im not so sure about it. So I think i should continue to not smoke, in order to see if those thoughts go away. But what about my friends? are they against me? They came to my door today, but i didn't answer it because i didn't want to deal with them. They claimed they were going to smoke me out but I always think that they just say that so that I smoke them out later. Again, this really sucks.
Your friends suck. Weed is good. Find better friends. And, sure... find better weed. They're both always out there.
Yes, my friends seem to be ignorant and critical of how others appear/act . they have a sort of "your not one of us" attitude towards those people who are different from them, including me i guess. What sucks is they are the only other pot smokers in my town. if i want to continue smoking weed sometime later, I might be smoking alone if i want to avoid smoking with them.
yeah, but my connects are pushy(?). As in, If i buy from him, he usually wants to try to get me to smoke him out. I understand that he can't smoke his shit or he'll lose money, but he always makes me feel bad to say no.
