why cant i pull myself out of this hole i seem to be stuck in,i keep trying and trying but cant get out ,unless something happens soon i believe im going tohit the ap trail soon and let the bears eat me,in the last couple weks everything in my life has fallen apart im trying to learn from it all and grow stronger but it seems to be braking me down more if anything,im definately at a crossroad in life and have no clue what to do,and i feel frozen because im scared of doing the wrong thing and usaully i do,so ive been choosing to do nothing at all ,and thats not working out so i must make some choices, why shit gotto be so hard all i ever wanted was a place to lay my head,and alittle company,now im homeless and alone,what the hell
this is a little vague, but hang in there. i could dish out Chinese proverbs like before the sunshine comes a storm and shit like that but I'm not. Re-evaluate whatever you think started this. Not doing anything can stem from birth, so you may be in trouble here, but my suggestion is to find something you like, and go with it. Whatever it may be, don't let it get ahead of you. Do what you want, and don't listen to anyone on the sidelines. Peace
im with you man im not homeless now but have been and thinking of doing it agen and where is the ap trail i wont the bares to eat me as well
follow your heart brother.. you know what it is saying.. let the small things go.. and the small things are everyone and everything around you.. things only fall apart if you allow yourself to feel that way about them..keep your head to the clouds and your feet to the ground.. i know you better than you know yourself sometimes bro.. just set those things in your mind free and stop focusing on them.. focus on you...your future will hold all those things you lost and more.. you will be happy.. peace, love, give to live... call me laterz on brother man..
So um Im homeless/traveller and have been for several years and I wouldnt have it any other way brotherman. I´ll beto you could go to a hostel and work for you stay or better yet go wwoofing that is will workers on organic farms for wonderful orgainc meals and place to stay. the hard work might help staighten you head out a bit too. Also you could get a tent and go pick fruit in Washington, Im assuming you´re American or the Okanagen in Canada and make tons of cash and new friends too, all you need is a tent. Or you could go to a gathering, Im sure theres one somwhere right now or hook up with sum family that has a farm and see if they need some help. I bet what yer lookinat is a blessing in disguise, but no one can say for sure but you. Why did you create this situation for yourslef if not to learn and grow from it?
i'll hold you in a special place and take time to think of things working out for you in one way or another. all i can say for now is to remember to keep moving and you won't stay lost for long you'll eventually find a road to follow. love
thanks for the kind words,got to say things are not looking any better but im handling things alot better than before,just kinda made up my mind,its not the end of the world,and although its hard and near imposible sometimes, i am looking for the good in things,im holding on to faith shit got to get better soon,if not the bears will always be there[hopefully??]on the trail, dilligaf thanks i needed that and took it to heart hope to see you and hillbilly soon
Well you say you got the blues, Got holes in both of your shoes, Feelin alone and confused, You got to keep on smilin, keep on smilin Yeah, you're about to go insane, Cause your womans playing games And she says that you're to blame, You got to keep on smilin, keep on smilin Keep on smilin through the rain, laughin at the pain Rollin with the changes til the sun comes out again Keep on smilin through the rain, laughin at the pain Rollin with the changes, singin this refrain Singin in a honky tonk cafe, Nobody's hearin what you play, They're too busy drinkin anyway, You got to keep on smilin, keep on smilin Brother keep on smiling You say you found a peace of land Gonna change from city boy to country man Try to build your life with your hands You got to keep on smilin, keep on smilin Keep on smilin through the rain, laughin at the pain Rollin with the changes til the sun comes out again Keep on smilin through the rain, laughin at the pain Rollin with the changes, singin this refrain You're just hangin out in a local bar, And you're wonderin who the hell you are Are you a bum or are you a star? Keep on smilin through the rain, laughin at the pain Rollin with the changes til the sun comes out again Keep on smilin through the rain, laughin at the pain Rollin with the changes, singin this refrain :sunglasse luv n lite
I'm with all of the rest, especially with that crazy poem. Love Ya! Just try to keep your spirits up, I found this place in the Gilda Mountains of New Mexico, and you do not need money to go there, they will even pick you up, run by a guy, Jesse Wof Hardin and a girl name Loba. Earthen Spirituality, look it up on internet. I'm scared of snakes though, They have a program in Summer, check it out. Love Ya! Linda lindasafley@hotmail.com
wish you love And happiness I guess I wish you All the best I wish you don't Do like I do And ever fall in love with Someone like you Cause if you fell Just like I did You'd probably walk around the block like a little kid. But kids don't know They can only guess How hard it is To wish you happiness I guess that love Is like a Christmas card You decorate a tree You throw it in the yard It decays and dies And the snowmen melt Well I once knew love I knew how love felt Yeah I knew love Love knew me And when I walked Love walked with me And I got no hate And I got no pride Well I got so much love That I cannot hide Say you drive a Chevy Say you drive a Ford You say you drive around the town till you just get bored Then you change your mind For something else to do And your heart gets bored with your mind and it changes you Well it's a doggone shame And it's an awful mess I wish you love I wish you happiness I wish you love I wish you happiness I guess I wish you All the best John Prine.
When I've got the blues, and we all get them, I try to help another. It works! Only works for short period of time tho, so you have to have a plan, what do you want to do? Acheive? Create? Think of ways to move yourself in a direction of positivity.
