So my partner and I are having a few issues manly because I lack the Dominance and confidence he is attracted to. I have always been put down or treated horrorably my entire life so it's hard for me. He is a very sexual being and bottom and I want to be that person more than anything. We are a gay couple of three years on the brink of collapsing. I have read more than you can imagine but yet I don't have a clue what to do or how to even start anything. I double guess myself alot afraid to let him down again. It has always been a fantasy for me and turns me on, but I need help. I grew up thinking sex was just more on this sweet passionate thing but that's kinda vanilla for either of us. And tips or advice for me?
