I find it very arousing to be completely naked on webcam and subsequently the sites that allow of age people to display their completely naked bodies to dozens of complete strangers, most of them masturbating. There are the risks, but never do I show my face. I actually like the thought of a video of my naked body, with me masturbating, being anonymously out there for every to see. If I could masturbate publicly in real life in front of dozens of people, that would be incredible to me. Naturally I've had sex, and only with women. Even when I masturbate to just pictures, it is only women. However, If I could find a decent sexually open man with a nice cock, I would suck it. Even as I say this, I have not found a man in real life that I could be attracted to sexually. My question is, does the fact that I am aroused by both females and males wathcing me anonymously online make me bisexual in real life? Sometimes I don't even think sexuality is real, and that our urges are just a means to an end, completely unrelated to who you would want to form a meaningful relationship with, marry, have kids with etc.
No, not necessarily. Sounds to me like you just get off on the attention viewers are giving you. When you start finding yourself being sexually attracted to guys, then you could consider bisexuality.
Most of the words defining our sexuality are clunky, awkward, and over-broad. Bisexuality refers to a vast plane of sexual-desires, which are focused on both genders. So, sure, if you want to call yourself bisexual because being watched by males is part of your sexuality, go for it. If you don't, then don't. Really, what's important is not the words, but that you understand your preferences and desires, and it seems that you do, and are ok with them and able to describe them. A description of what you like and feel will always be a better description of your sexuality than "bisexual."
