Sorry that you feel that way, atsizat. Seeing a therapist might be helpful to you. You may want to visit www.befrienders.org . They have links there to suicide hotlines around the world. You could also try an online forum like www.suicideforum.com Do you think doing a foreign study program might put you in an environment that would be better for you?
Sometimes the thought occurs to me. I dont know. I didnt know there was a forum about it. I'll take a look.
well, don't.....no one can do your dieing for you and no one should be expected to do your living for you.....if it is that much of a thought....seek real help with professionals and tell them......i doubt anyone is heartless enough to want anyone to commit suicide here.
Never. If you are feeling suicidal though, atsi, I suggest you look for some support and counseling to help you through the thoughts you are having.
I have, and it's a bad idea. We are all put on this Earth for a unique purpose, we have a perspective that only we can offer this world. You may have shitty circumstances, but there's always someone else who wishes they had the life you do. You have to appreciate what you have, and try to see the good in everything. I suggest you give 1-800-SUICIDE a call and they can help you find resources. You can also go to your general doctor and tell them how you're feeling, and they can help you out. www.suicide.org
He's in Turkey though, I'm not sure that this number is international. Talking to his GP might be good. This thread may have some helpful information. I think atsizat will probably feel better if he can find some better social connections http://www.hipforums.com/forum/topic/458019-treating-depression-and-anxiety/
Sure, I think about it sometimes. I would never act upon the thought though. I've made that a commitment to myself and others. I'm in it for the long run son! Life throws punches and I reply with "Is that all you got??" No matter how down and out I feel, I always seem to let it drag on for so long, then it's like adrenaline takes over and I fight my way through. Life is a constant struggle. But as a metaphor, I always think of it as if you're walking up a hill. It's a treacherous climb sometimes, but until you get to the top, you just can't see what lies ahead. Once you get there, it's a beautiful thing tho. So to all that ever have this thought cross your mind, keep fighting the good fight. Have faith, be strong, and carry on. No matter how many people you feel might hate you, there's always that one person that thinks the world of you.
what i think of is to puzzle over why other people do. not that i have any objection to their leaving more room for the rest of us nor do i think the planet would be worse of if all the aggressive people did so though it also seem a bit like throwing a temper tantrum and a universe, that nether deserves it, nor is likely to notice. now there are some situations where it is understandable for there to be little or no hope, but it seems to me, those are really the exceptions. there are things people get addicted to beating their heads against, and there are things people tell each other to expect that make no sense, often to expect them of each other as well, but i don't see how, cutting short one's own opportunity to see and experience other things, is going to be any kind of answer to that. am i selfish to have become less emotionally dependent on others, then i'm told humans are supposed to be? if so, i sort of think i can live with that. at least i seem to have been doing so for several decades now.
Oh yes, many times. I was once a young, athletic, independent, and successful professional. I became very medically screwed up, and I lost everything (Home, car, heirlooms, etc). I can't work, and I need help doing things that most people can easily do themselves. I spend most of my time rotting in my income-based apartment and going to doctors, specialists, and the emergency room. I experience a level of suffering that has no words. Right now, I stay alive for my wife and my two dogs. If I did not have my wife, I would walk out into the woods that are in front of my apartment and go out of this world cowboy style. I have been seeing a therapist for years, I am my own medical advocate, and I do not take medications that have no or a bad history. If you don't love or even like yourself enough for that to be the reason for living, I can assure you that there is at least one thing in this world that is worth living for, even if you have not found it yet. Hang in there, find someone to talk to, and stay away from those who've done nothing but dragged you down.