When I masterbate I think about some very weird things and taboo stuff a lot but it's really weird and off putting to me when I'm not thinking sexually. Is anyone on here like this? I'm trying to determine if I'm some kind of freak or something... lol. But for real, I need to know this.
I suspect you’re not a freak. Humans have evolved in such a way that a disgust reaction is actually short-circuited during sex.
Yep. I get some form of post orgasm depression. There's a name for it. Anyway, soon after when all the chemicals and stuff running through your body I will often get this regrettable feeling. Especially with a new partner I might be right into it and then after I just want to get away and I feel eww. Ever since I read the condition it made sense to me.