I may be on a complete ego trip right now but I really feel as I sit here that I was meant for bigger things. Does anyone ever feel like their reality dwarves them from what they'lll become? It's really fucking stranage because right now at this point I feel I've not wasted my life and everything from here back was actually a stone being layed in the path I'm now carving,it's really weird because for the first time in about three years I have absolutley no feelings of appology to myself or others because I feel it was all a big learning process on the way to my discovery whatever that is! I'm feel on top of the fucking world,even in my active inactivity,I'm living the Canadian dream. It's so surreal,I'm loving it.