hey all. well last night was my senior banquet. My friend and I went together and before we went he said asked me if I wanted to do shrooms. He has only done them twice, but I decided I would, and I was in a great, possitive mind set. He didnt do them, since he was driving. I ate 1.75g(half an eighth). I started feeling effects on the car ride there. I looked out the window and saw the trees vibrating, and the music sounded awesome in the car. It was exciting. When went there late, and the dancing had already started. There were strobe lights and stuff, and loud, awesome music. It all seemed kind of like a dream. The cool thing is though, nothing was scray, and it was all just interesting and fun. People's faced were kind of melting and they were like melting into the floor. I went into the bathroom and looked into the mirror. WOAH..haha. My friend and I left, with some girls and went to this kid's party. Everyone at the party were good friends of mine and it wasnt a huge party, so I had FUN. Finally I had some time to just sit there and think. I found out that 2 of my other friends were on shrooms too, which made me feel good. I started to think about my personality and about all those times I felt bad about myself and alittle insecure, and I kind of had a realization that there is no reason for me to be, ever. A sudden rush of confidence came over me. And for some reason, at that time, I was overwhelmed with a feeling of love. For my good friends that were there, that have been with me through it all. It was really cool. The rest of the night I just had a blast and all thses thoughts of materialistics and culture, and curupt government went through my head. I thought that I had it all figured out. And the rest of the night was like a perfect dream. After this experience I actually feel like I'm more relaxed and don't let things bother me, because in the end, nothing matters. I also thought about how emotion, has a lot to do biological tricks, and that emotion can influence anyone and there is a reason we have emotion. Why don't animals have all these problems that humans do? It has a lot to do with emotion. So I kind of learned not to give into drama and such because it will create more stress in your life than is needed. sorry for the long paragraph. Thanks for listening.
Sounds great, man... I'm doing shrooms my first time with a friend pretty soon, I hope I have as good a time as this..
This is exactly what we have been saying all along but you can never understand it until you've experienced it. I'm so happy for you, i just wish more people could experience that, imagine then what the world would be like? Its beautiful, amazing, like being reborn and a feeling of true pureness..Its really nice of you to share this, i have already experienced it and hearing it from other people makes me really glad...enjoy it, (P.L.U.R)
yeah, thanks guys. I mean, I was kind of the same person before, but all those thoughts came rushing through me. It was likeI had reached my potential of clarity. None of these thoughts were completely new, but they were hidden within me all along, and the trip brought them out all of the sudden. The key thing is to keep your cool. Because just think, nothing in reality is actually changing. Its your perception of reality that has changed and I kept that idea in my head the whole time. It made it impossible for anything to scare me. haha, yeah frun stuff. I really feel like another trip is needed sometime in the near future. Keep an open mind and just know that nothing has changed by you taking the shrooms, and all the shrooms "want" to do to you is teach you more! Think possitively, and be confident that nothing bad will happen, and have fun. Laugh at things that look weird. thats what you took it for in the first place. I almost felt I was god or something at one point lol..because I felt in total control of what was happening. It was like I was a "blank slate". No steriotipical, or judgemental thoughts got a spot in my brain. I looked at everything in a neutral, loving manner. Life is all made of the same thing when it comes down to it. And if you can, when you get that feeling of love, take advantage of it, and realize that that's what life is about. Love. You live once, why not be possitive and love your fellow man!(and woman) Peace all.
Ah yes, the ol "look-at-myself-in-the-mirror-while-frying-on-shrooms" discovery. Nothing like seeing yourself blitzed and loving every moment of it. "Who is that smiling, Chinese-eyed person in the mirror?" Something about shrooms and mirrors and light and hair. I declare. You'll need a beard for best effect though. Heh heh. x
I think that really goes to say for the therapeutic value of these mushrooms. I'm curious to know the effects of sub-active doses as perhaps, a daily supplement. Very small amounts divided up into some gelatin capsules to take with the morning vitamin. Could have some very beneficial results. Ah, nothing beats that first real breakthrough..
i read somewhere that high does off pislocybin are being used to help termanley ill patients accept thier conditions i think it was somewhere here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychedelic_psychotherapy
you sound a lotlike my brother The stuff you described reminds me of a trip i had with a mate of mine, it was our 4th/5th trip together and we reverted back to almost childish innocence and we lost all our socially ingrained boundaries, so we were talking for 14 hours, we kept topping up, smoking spliffs like chimneys etc, and she used me as a couch etc i remember at one point sitting on the floor talking to her whilst sucking my big toe, don't worry i'd showered before taking and we came to pretty much the same revelation as you, this was about 8 months after i left school, i wasnt popular or well liked because i came from a hippie community so i was a pretty depressed closed person, that trip turned my life around and every day since i have become a better person, and liked who i was becoming, Good on you mate
