Ok, these two posts were copied and pasted from when I posted them on another site earlier this morning. I just wanted to see what you guys had to say about it: Alright, Im sorry for all the threads Im posting tonight/this morning, but this will be the last. Over the past 2 days Ive been snorting a bunch of methylphenidate and not sleeping, eating basicly nothing(had the equivilant of maybe 2 meals or maybe a bit more over these 3 days, and drinking very little liquids, with the exception of pop. Well I took the dextroamphetamine for the first time at around 11ish by snorting 25mgs and swallowing the remaining 10mgs. I was feeling absolutly amazing for a couple hours until the euporia gently subsized. Then I started feeling kind of 'disconnected' from the world. I began to have some hallutionations like things morphing into different shapes, vibrating, and my friends display picture(Jim Morrison) started breathing and nodded at me. I also became very deleriant(I would keep thinking I was somewhere else) and started having realistic, fullblown hallutionations. Like people just appearing next to me and dissapearing as i look over. At this point i started telling him how I was getting sort of freaked out but ended up typing with so many typos is basicly jibberish. After a minute or 2 of that I started to get really bizarre paranoia. Not like normal paranoia(ie I was going to get caught by parents or cops)but extremely ubsurd paranoia like 'The monitors boss', the hair on my arm, the letters on the screen, and my mother were going to unite and kill me. I was going into chat rooms rambling a bunch of shit about going through amphetamine psychosis. I was almost scared to the verge of tears. Eventually its all tapering off, but Im still kind of paranoid(normal stuff at least) and Im still having some hallutionations. I know Ive been using the two types of speed irresponsibly, but what the hell happened? I have never had a comedown or sleep-deprivation episode like this in my life. Also a guy in a chat room that tried to chill me out and find out what the hell was wrong told me, with the amount of stimulants I was doing, Id go through physical withdrawls. Is this true? I have never heard of stimulant being physicly addicting, but I have been feeling nauseous and getting headaches and just a gerneral flu feeling. Could somebody just fill me in one what the hell has happened, is happening, and will happen? Thanks in advance, this shis freaking me out. I still have like no hand-eye co-ordination and feel really isolated from the world. And please, serious answers only. Posted about an hour and a half after the first: Shit, that was(still sort of is) bad. I went up to my rooom and when i opened the door there was a mother fucking whitch standing infront of me. Then she just vanished. I have painting of some wizard and he was bloody coming out of the picture, when it got lighter there were meth, or amp(?) bugs all over my arms. Little black fuckers jumping around. And now Im all twitchy and paranoid with scratches all over my arms. Fuck, Ive shot meth a few times and it was never near as bad as this shit. I was tossing and turning in bed trying to get the 'scorpians' out and even now I cant keep still and I always feel like somones behind me. Fuck, I aint doing Dexies again for a long while. And still, about 10 hours from taking it Im still having pretty insane hallutionations. As I type this Im watching my living room furnature float off the ground. Any ideas what could be causing this? It couldnt be the lack of sleep because you dont get this deleriant after only 3 days.
^Fuck really? What exactly does it do thats so bad. Wait, but doesnt amphetamine/speed psychosis only happen after high doses, very often, for a long time? I barely do uppers at all.
Some people get it the first time. It mimics a "normal" psychotic episode. Hallucinations (audio and visual), and increasing paranoia, which may last for a while or re-occur. For you, Stay away from ALL forms of speed- it ain't worth fucking up your thought processes.
Alright, thanks for the warning. But earlier today I got some for free so I just did 30mgs one more time to see if it would happen again, and I just love it,(yes I know it was an incredibly dumb decision) and it went perfectly fine. No delusions, no hallutionations, just feeling great. Again, thanks for the warnings, dont think I didnt really think about them. I know this post is pretty much worthless since the thread is so damn old, and no one really cares, but it was still on the first page so what the hell?
This sounds alot like amphetamine psychosis. I've had my own experince's with situations like these, the first time I used dex I had 85mg within about 5 minutes. We smoked alot of pot (say 20 joints), and walked over to a friends house. The whole night went by so fast, and I remember walking along the bridge saying "Man, I feel like I want to do some school work right now". I loved the high, but at around midnight when I was back at home in my bed, trying to get to sleep, I noticed that there was a firefly in my room! It was lighting up, and turning off and flickering all over my room. It was intense, a blue light coloured firefly! I turned on my lamp, only in my disapointment, to see nothing but the normal. Then without even realizing it, it was morning, eight hours went by in what was to me only a hour. I looked out my second story apartment window, starting at a giant 'W' for the wests sign. It was fucking floating! I stared at the clouds and they quickly cleared away and had the 'holy light' shining down on me, and I was strung up in alittle magalomania, I was god for fucks sakes, and I didnt have a problem with it at all. I stared at clouds as they took on the image of other things, and well lets just say over the course of the day, I visited two doctors, ending up in the hospital, not sleeping or eating for over 3 days, and ended up in the basement of the hospital, the Daily Pavilion Physc. Ward. They told me I had amphetamine psychosis, and I ended up having it for about a week, wich is really serious because psychosis is rated at the same level as a stroke. Turned out my anti-depressed (SSRI's, Celexia) and the anti-biotics (Penicillion) I was on made me alot more suseptible to this drug. I've done it many times since and I've been alright, so becarful people, I'd be dead if I was on MAOI's instead of SSRI's. So all you kiddys who enjoy your stimulants and physcedelics, have fun but be safe.
i dont like the the paranoid feeling i get from amp or meth.. im more of a chill kinda person i guess. shit makes me to on the edge.
i begin to get delerious after a night on methylphenidate, speed was not quite the same, but my mate started getting delerious and shutting down rationality by the third day on ice and speed (and lots of weed), if he hadnt snorted 15mg valium, hed prolly have freaked out instead of chucking up and passing out
