Destroy me Take me from the inside out Rush through my veins And make me wish a different dream Yes rush though me Come again Heart beating faster A bottle of vodka A side order of nicotine Yes take me now I’ll surrender myself Smoke curling around my head In a satisfying delusion I can taste you So close On the tip of my tongue On the edge of my heart Blister my soul And show me what it is to feel A sliver or hope Of something more Intoxication Rendering me useless