dead tonight?

well i cannot lie... so i say nothing...

the nights i find the worst are the ones i do remember :H

 

for the most part, i remember everything i did, and what people talked about that were close to me

 

i remember parts of my bad nights...but im glad i dont remember faces or feelings...just the actions, and even that is bad enough

 

i have some nights were i'm rather bad, i don't really have any control, i drink and drink and drink, for the most part i hold my liquor well, but remembering is certainly a tricky thing, i do remember, but alot of what i remember i don't want to..or when i'm sober and i remember everything but others are not so sober, those are the nights i wish i could forget..

 

well...guess its better to be to messed up and not remember, then to be not messed up enough, and remember

 

I only have a few nights where I didn't remember much, but I don't go to that much excess anymore.

 

i remember the good and bad about what i did, and i'll call every one out on what they did the next morning if they can't remember. i dont' even have to actually speak to the person, but i'll remember what they did. it really freaks my friends out

 

remembering the good is good, but remembering the bad is something i wish didn't happen