i guess i have it easy out here in so cal i can find a clean pill in 5 minutes. im done with ecstasy as well though.
yea...i've been to renegades in southern California where people were advertising "i got these killer meth bombs!" ...the girls opted for my ketamine instead :rolls eyes:
My source here is gone and I am so leary of trying a new hook-up. Some people think they have done X but they have not, just a meth bomb. I miss the good old days of easy to find pure Molly.
that's false. I probably haven't done real high doses of mescaline but I've not done really high doses of MDMA either. I've done a substantial dose of San pedro and I like it but MDMA still holds a special and unique spot in my heart. Mescaline is cool but its not as blantantly euphoric, it doesn't give me that urge to dance and I actually find less music enhancement then with mdma. Maybe synthetic mescaline would provide something different but I hear that can be even more hallucinogenic. I prefer San pedro to shrooms but it isn't mdma. there is a similar feeling I get from mescaline at the beginning of the experience and its pretty sensual but once the visuals kick in at the 2+ hr. Mark I find it to be less energetic and more of an inward experience than mdma. I guess it really depends how you want to use the substance but I wouldnt use mescaline at a rave or even concert enviornment unless it was a psychedelic event.
I've never puked from it but I feel it in my stomach and I would not run a marathon on it that's for sure. That's one reason why I think Comparisons to MDMA are kind of misleading, on Mdma I can just tear up a dance floor for 5-6 straight hours, as where mescaline I could probably do a little dance for like 45 mins max but it gets heavy in the stomach at times. It feels nice to sit and let it flow through you.
Hmm. Back in my E days it was the meth rolls that made me want to dance well past 4 am. All the pure MDMA tabs and molly that i dropped made me want to just lay around and feel nice. It kind of got old quickly and I did notice an effect on my overall mood and cognition in the weeks following a dose. Also the quality of pills just has dropped significantly over the years. These days i just get a more rewarding, rich, colorful experiences from cacti. Don't get me wrong MDMA was good to me. It helped improve my self confidence and made me many social ties. It will always have a special place in my heart, but I remain skeptical as to how benign it really is. I honestly think it does more harm than good in many cases and users tend to be chasing an escapist sort of high without regard for the law of diminishing returns. Mescaline, depending on the source material, can be very different. Its similar, but much more deep. The euphoria isn't like some serotonergic rush. Feels more like a gentle contenment in every cell of your body. A calm abiding and ever building bliss that comes in waves, slowly. San pedro of course is a sedated kind of trip. dreamy and lethargic - you just want to lay down. But peyote, P. torch, and extracted mescaline all are very stimulating. Way much moreso than mdma. after a good dose of molly sleep is possible; peyote or p.torch will keep you up for a while. I found the same euphoric rushes and a lot of similar tactile enhancement, empathy, deep introspection plus more energy and visuals from mescaline. I have had p. torch extracts and mescaline acetate at psytrance parties and danced till well past dawn.
Yah i've only tried san pedro so I can't say much in regards to the others but i've always heard peyote is the most sedating of the different cactus due to it having significantly different psychoactive alkaloids than the trichenorus cacti. I'd like to try some peruvian torch but it's just so damn easy to come by san pedro here. The target and walmart I go to have it I dunno, based on my experiences and the 'culture' surrounding mescaline it just seems more like a spiritual/sensual/mystical/cleansing journey as opposed to the outward/euphoric/lovey experience of mdma. . I have noticed even subtle differences between San Pedro cacti though so I can see how a different cactus may provide something quite different.
